[.LoSt.iN.yOu. ]

2004-10-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

http://princessame.blogspot.com
please change ! xP

change blog

2004-09-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

hmm..
i changed my blog to www.princessame.blogspot.com
cuz the function is new.
idiotic. i using old one.
i dunno it till enx told me.
so peeps.
help me changed!
thanks

.tOdAe.

2004-09-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. went to school by bus,
was nort late. hees.
schooling was as boring as usual.

well.today's entry will be interesting man.
ask that maria goh wait my parent letter.
haas. just kidding.
she is mad.
i don't know how am i gonna face her
next year if i gort into
elective geography class.
she is mad.
whatever shit bahs.
she and her old grandmother stories.

then, i was caught smsing zhichen
by mrs dorreen koh.
he idiotic. no go school come haolian to me!
i lurve mrs koh man.
se is so kind,she gave me chance.
she didn't confiscate it!
well,i must be good gurl in her class!
hais,gonna end-of-year english on 1 oct
which is.. friday!
i wasn't mentally and physically
prepared for this.
gosh. bless me man.

hais,i really am scared.
for the examinations.
hais,no motivation to study at all.
i am worried.
but,i am choosing art class.
alot of my classmates are choosing bio class.
i heard one of my classmate rudely told mrs seah
she wun choose art
when she praised her art piece.
i was like,
gosh,if u got into bio class,
i will be in triple science class.
not i wanted to look down and despise her,
it is like,
i know art is not a hot-favourite,
its not very popular and also
not very nice for the future.
but i don;t have such a big head,
i don't need such a big hat.
haas. i know myself.
art isn't that bad.
don't look down on art kaes!
one piece can sell a
few thousands or millions bucks kaes!
haas,alrights.
i think too much.

i am corrupted by stress.
well,thanks to those friends
who encouraged me to study study study.
haas. thanks.
tomorrow i will be cooking Speghetti with shrimps!
i will add alot alot of mushrooms!!
i love mushroom!!!!
hees. who wants to eat ??
haas. i think no one bahs.
i will eat myself! humphs!
just now mum and i together prepared
the ingredients .
i am really i noob at cooking!
hees. how to be a housewife next time????
gosh. i am so lousy at it!
i am better at my designing and tech !hees
gosh! i m getting fatter and fatter.
and i grew a little taller!
i was damn happy about i grown taller!
ming chin was like half-head taller
than i was. she realli suits modelling.
hmm. there was a math test today.
i gonna fail it.
i don't even know how to do.
kept skipping questions.
trying my luck and all.
how to pass? hmm. hais.

my end-of-year is drawing nearer
and nearer each day.
hey mr stanley. u remember this forever!
i position 192
and u 193!
i am cleverer then u one position man!
haas!
hmm.. i done my f n n project!
i finished it all.
so guai of me!
hees. since i can;t score in my main subjects
other subjects i have to work harder.
rights!?
haas.!

hmm. just now went cold storage with mum.
haas, we seems like getting better now.
we like sisters like that!
then we saw this 2 couples.
from errr... sengkang i think.
the guy touch e gurl's bottoms!
gosh! my mum and i was laughing~
she say if i have any boyfriend over my Os
never ever let e guy let that touch!
i was like.
hey hey. you thinking much too far !
hees.
yupp.. hais.
tot of my precious little sister.
our relationship
like drifting further.
she seems alone.
not with me.
i felt useless and lousy
being a sister.
kept quarreling with her.
hais. don't know
to communcation with her well.
hais. i m such a failure
being a sister..

wow! its a long entry.
what e hell happened to my blog?
no picture le.
so saddening..
nvm. i will try to ask
someone help me.
hees.
today me slit my hand.
for fun.
haas. not obvious ma..
aiyah. no bleed also,
just red red.
somemore use red pen
draw also.
haas. wanna show mrs maria goh
i am innocent man!
wee. so damn boring wor..
i slept in da afternoon,
so awake now.
ookie,end le. =]

guy never told gurl
he loves her.
because he thought,
gurl knews it.
gurl never told guy
she loves him.
because she thought,
the guy will say it first.
when the guy ,
wants to tell e gurl.
he don't have the chance.
when the gurl,
wants to tell e guy.
the guy vanished.
the gurlcried.
tears droppin' down,
heactaching..
why would him vanished
without giving her a chance..

i felt

2004-09-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

i was nothing.
inside you heart.
whatever things u done.
to me,its like
throwing the darts,
straight through my heart.
its bleeding,
can't you see it ?
i was broken
into million of pieces.
would you hold my hands
and pick up the million pieces
with me together ?
whatever pieces we gotten,
let place it back again.
alrights ?

its raining.
my favourite weather
i lurve the rain.
ticking down.
my mood is so bad.
i m sad.
i love to c e rain outside e window
its gives more comfort.
hugging my pillow,
slowly gonna to slp.
i love e feeling.
=]

new blogskin! hees.

2004-09-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

new blogskin.!
i done it all by myself!
alone. myself. all by myself

i am realli very very very please with this new layout!

i made this within two hours.
trying to make it as perfect as possible.
to me,its the best layout.
it's not the best layout in the world
or anything. but it's perfect to me.
the melody is heavenly.
there e thingy got words coming out slowly.
its very nice.
that the thing why i made so long.
the song is damn nice too.
hees. i just like my blog!
xP

i am content that i am able to make a skin.

myself !

it's damn boring.

in da afternoon. thats why i try out making a blog layout.
its so damn boring.
i couldn't study because something is corrupting me.
hais. don't say le.
can't even go out of the house.
woke up and on one is at home.
so boring.
no one is online.
everyone is enjoying the weekend.
but me!
in the room so cold.
but actually,
it doesn't make any differences.
i'm always in the room.
doing something.
giving myself peace.
but sometime its gets irritating
when someone ruined my "peace"
=]

somthing are driving me crazy.

stress.. homework.. test..
it all sucks.
i played in the rain yeterday afternoon.
feel alittle cold now..
it doesn't matter.
i wasn't weak.

enx said my blog was nice.. thanks for e compliment !
darling enx ! u rawks my life man. hees.

hmm.. tommorrow making strawberry tarts.
or fruit tarts or spaghetti..
i can't make a decision which to make.
tommorrow then decide .
night peeps.

i really don't know,till you told me. i was stupid enough not to know about it. i'm sorry. truly sorry. i didn't want to hurt you. it hurts when you say it doesn't matter. am i so superficial to you .. ?

blahs!

2004-09-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

wee~ raining today!
it's a tiring and exhausting day.
slept in mr goh's class.
mann.. i don't understand what he is talking about!
but nevermind. i asked small benson!
and he explained to me. well, i still..
don't understand.
well, i did tried.
`darling mingchin
was punished at least 3 times todae!
first,by mrs ang.
then,mr goh.
then,mdm png!
`laughter
burst out by me and the rest of the `darlings
.
mdm png was `finally
alittle interesting.
actually is cause we think too much.
"bai nai bei" is a blanket sew by pieces of cloths.
den `darling mingchin
has made a new word.
hees. yupp i `winkies
to `Sixuan
today! for fun. haas.
den i went mingchin's house play.
hees.fun. study abit only.. bleahs.
played basketball,volleyball,netball!
talk craps,gossip,chat.
gort home.
my brother went to watch "jacky is back"
without me. my mum called them not to call me.
fine! i did not want to argue with you.
then..
went out again dinner with fatt and zhichen and mum.
at chomp chomp. so full.
home again.
updating blog.
`enx
rawks man. =]
go do other stuffies le.
nites peeps!
watch this !
http://www.tt67.com/new/mtv/other/101.htm
it's nice! nort ghost de. =]

i wouldn't want to know. if i didn't care.

i felt

2004-09-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

i m stronger
then who i was yesterday night
because i held back my tears when i saw you.
though i felt pain inside. i showed i was perfectly alright.
i won't let anyone look down on me.
just hope to see his smiles and live happier without
an me . irritating person.

this love you gave me
is shared bewteen another.
i felt broken when i was alone.
i have to be stronger than who i was.
to prevent tears tickle down my cheeks.
the images of you flashed back memories.
and its was you who broke the precious memories.
i was.
broken

hmm

2004-09-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

wow. finally i m sick n tired of my life. actually. i was. long ago.
i played tennis on sunday. i wasn;t v.gd at it. i was tired and hungry.
today got back my science quiz. not test. me n hoong passed it. phew~
although it wasn;t v.v.v high marks. i think its gd i passed.
cuz alot of my classmates failed yet i didn;t. actualli its was juz lucky lady was by my side.
there's a misunderstand i think. between my friends. well,wadeva.
den got fnn lesson. sucks.
maths lesson today was alrights. at least i know how 2 do his work.
ytd met fatt n zc study.
fatt gave me a jacket he bought from malaysia. thanks. i like it.
zc helped me borrowed e dietary fibre book. thanks. i appreciated it.
the pink jacket was awesome.
in e end. a msg made me cried under my pillow.
wow. onli a msg with 160 letters to fill e message.
i was irritating n i pester people. so get away from me. yeah?
came home. sadly becuz i saw e sender. happily playing. but its doesn;t realli matter me much.
its was dad who gave a look infront of general office wif mum. as if i did something wrong. i was calm down by the sound of e rain.
its raining. ain;t it beautiful ? with water droplets dropping from e sky to e earth ground. how far was now to heaven ? i wondered.
i did my f n n project when i got home. so "guai" of me right.
i read finished a book too. started on a new one.
i went to slp later on.
woke up around 9. got chided by my mum.
its not my fault. by telling her don't touch the com. yet she off an add from don't know who the hell it was.
she told me.
if i am capable. return every single money she gave me. i will. if i can.
fine then. i don't really care much. because i am growing up.
its senseless isn't it? to quarrel and argue with someone who brought you to the cruelty world.
yes. i have to be grateful.
i learn this from god. though i wasn't a christian.
when will i depart from this cruel and senseless world ?
i joked and talk craps to make a person smiled today.
who did mine ?
dare to dream. spread your wings high. one day yours will happen too.
who said that ? to encourage teenagers ? its just another persuative but not influential remark.
keep telling yourself tomorrow will be another brand new day. nearer to e departure to heaven.
thats more realistic.
i have these negative thinkings.
whatever. i don't know what i am writting today too.
just vomit everything to blogger. thanks god there is blogger for a scandalous person like me.

hmm..

2004-09-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

hmm.. changed backed my blogskin.
hmm. fatt went malaysia.
today cheewha's birthdae. happi birthdae.
stanley use my science project edit den becum his.
went junjie's birthdae party.
happi birthdae. dun kill e plant we gib u.
i hab fun.. =]
nights

asd

2004-09-18T03:04:00.000+08:00

asdasdasds

2004-09-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

asdasdsad

.bLeAhS.

2004-09-14T01:06:00.001+08:00

i haben been updating seen dunno when.. hahas. quite alot of stuffs happened. hmm..

-> millie's party cost 73 bucks in party world. her party is full of jokes n laughter.. hhaas.. one v.funni one is that the person came in when we sang our songs half-way n den 73 bucks had shocked n surprised us.. tissue paper also counted. everyone also need buy a drink.. den i pay 11 liddat.. v.fun lar. =]

-> tuition with bu mei nu Ci'en. she juz reb0rned her hair. v.v.v.v nice. hahas. i wan cut my hairstyle like her lehs.. budden aiyah. she got her style. i got my style. i dun suit her hairstyle. =] she is v.beautiful norhs.. hehes. i keep looking at her. cuz she is beautiful.. okok. we had 8 hours total of tuition.. haas.. we got alot of crappy stuffs happening lar.. haas. crappy her n me.. haas.lurveyalots enx! u r honoured kaes.

-> i hab been a v.good gurl cuz i done my homework n holiday assignments. hehe. so proud of mymelf man.. n i finally pass my science.. hehe.. 64/100.. hahas. so haapii.. kept smiling at myself. madness right.. so happi i pass. hahas.

-> holidays is juz a prepare for exams. i did not enjoy my holiday cuzfrom monday to fridae i was either in tuition or studying. hmm. hope my hardwork paid off. hehe. cuz i badly wanted a gd clz with a gd grades. hmm. i was given option forms for choosing subjects. i asked ard. ms goh n my mum had sort of like look gd at me cuz they wan me go pure science or bio class. i mean.. itslike i dun hab such big head. i dun need such big hat. i wan to go wad class i m interested in. hmm.. luckily mum n miss goh r understanding. cuz its like of i went into a class i dun hab any interest. i dun give a damn abt it. i wun study 4 it. its my stubborness. well,i think i choosing art. i need e points for O levels. haas. i tot so far le. fatt told me its different when i reach sec 3. well.i know wad is e things going on in art. n i can say. i like it. =]

hmm. talking abt going sec 3. i have promises bewteen my loves ones,my caring friends,god-bro n all. i appreciated it. so.. if i got gd results. my holidae will be v.busy.. with happiness filled with colours.

mum: promised wad i like she buy lorhs.
hees. of cuz lar. u my marmie lehs! hees. muaackkkss

miss goh! : promise go movies,play,eat,shopping. all she pay.. hehe.
to miss goh: u taught me wad is attitude. wad is love. wad is this n wad is that. u taught me stuff not in textbook. from u. i kew stuff more den wad is in a nutshell. u made my life colourful. i lorve u lotsa! muackks! thanks for e love u given me since i was 10. u r forever remembered by me! hees

ben kor : hahas. bring me out . hehe..
to ben : hey. u dun bring my kor also will bring. haas. treat me a meal lar! aiyah. buy bag 4 me lar. haas.

Qiming kor : promise bring me go play. he pay. hees.
to qimiing kor : u always taught me things nort from textbooks. u always encouraged me. u treat me as if i m ur real mei. remember e precious moment thingy.. thanks all 4 that! =]

joker kor: promise to bring me go play 3 days. all things he pay.. hehe..
to joker: hey. u pay all ar.. 3 days. haas

fatt : promise to treat me alot of stuff. all he pay.. hehe..
to fatt: holiday i sure fat le.. haas. u pay ma.. i dun mind!~ hEe.. =]

zhichen : promised to treat me right.. hees..
to zc: haas. u treat me i dunch mind. u pay ma.. hees.

cheewha : promised to buy me a thing.
to cw: well.. a thing onli.. haas. can lar. =] n one thing. i nort as clever as ur *ahem. i cannot get the 500 bucks from sch. so dun compare.

yuai : promised go shopping with me.. hahas
aiai : u cute ar.. shopping also wan.. anything lar. =]

hmm.. still got hu.. dun remember le lar.. haas. thanks anyway.. btw.. is tonight a thank-you dae ? canno blame lar. i too happi. cuz i pass my science! hees.

hmm. i changing my blogskin soon. cuz it sucks lar.. i dun like. hees. too wordly n all stuff. hmm.. ben. i need ur help le lar.. ps ar.. hehe.. well.. tml got schoolings. or i will write more de.. =]

goodnites peeps.

new blogskin

2004-09-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

todae alot things happening lar.. den morning i was late 4 my chinese oral! den mdm png call us go 2nd slot. wadeva shit. haas. 2nd slot den 2nd slot. i got time pei ni wan. den oral ask mac study better or home study better.. my heart say mac. my mouth say home. haas. wadeva.

den me mc,hoong,kas go kovan eat wantan mee. den got alot wantan.. left 2 i dun wan eat.. left there. kwaihoong n mingchin ate. den i was abit like up to so tots. i said that e wantan is i dun wna eat. put in mouth den spit back de.. den they quickly spit out e wantan. me was like.. haas. luff off e century man! haas. so funny! den after tt we go kovan walk walk.. den go mini toons. got got this bunch of zh0nghua sec looking at us. den i was. haas. kwaihoong u better becareful! den i was attracted by this pinkish socks. den they cum to me. i was like. gosh. not kwaihoong! den i faster walk to kasey there den call them cover me. in e end they still cum ask 4 my no. budden i no gib. i was so embarrassed lorhs. face all red. i faster walked out.. haas. phew~ kwaihoong u dun luff hor. next time i c how u die. den walk.. go take some prints.. den mum pick me.. den i go buy an elle white skirt n a half bareback tee. damn nice. i like it. tennis 1 hor.. dun play play.. haas. thanks marmieee! den met those 3 ladies again.. den they pei me n marniee go repair hp n pray.. haas. we go panasonic there. den we do alot stupid stuffs lar. that got v.nice chairs n a BIG n HUGE aircon. den they act no c aircon b4. haas. den later we wanted eat pizza. den go hougang mall's pizza hut.. den on e way dere. in e car. den got this bunch of guys in e lorry.. haas. waved to us.. haas. we act stupidd... huh huh huh.. haas. den we wave back n smile. i think they is lion dance de lar.. den still on e way.. got henderson guys running.. run v.long lehs. we me n mingchin opened e windows n shouted : 'jiayou! keep running. dun stopp.. go go go!!!' haas. stuppidd rites.. den e best part is e guy still like listen to us n run fasteerr.. haas. wadeva shit lar. haas. i had fun in e car. haas. had a long day. den wan reach mall that time. rained cats n dogs. haas. den got 1 guy denched. haas. den guess wad i did? i shouted : 'hey. kept running! dun get denched n be sick! ' haas. i think its stuppidd larr. but i did it! i juz i must be out of my mind. my marnie also luff like dunno wad.. haas. den go pizza hut.. makan.. haas. den v.funni lar.. kept jokingg ard.. crapping lar.. den send them home.. abit bu she de.. haas. unbearable.

juz now mum go hp shop.. wanna trade in x70. i also.. so many problems.. haas. den wan nokia 7610. graphics v.nice.. haas. actualli wan fatt help me in internet sell.. den he sick.. take care alrights. cheewha also sick.. u ar.. i no comments. take care alrights. cuz ur friends cares. dun always so no 1 cares,i gort call u take care hor! =]

home. watched "aqua heros" damn nice! " hey! listen up!! i dunch care wad u think! i wanna be e first gurl u love in ur life! " you ying said. haas. so brave rite. haas. i like her character. haas. damn nice lorhs. how many people will actualli have e courage to say that to a guy!!?? haas. first gal to be loved in his life. wow. ain;t that wonderful ? e guy is charming,talented,clever,gentleman.. e gurl is pretty,stylish,has a character of herself .. yeahs! budden always in shows n fairytale de lehs. wadeva shit. my mind thinks wild again. haas. den tml wad is e reacion of e sister you xian ? haas. let catch it tml. den my stomach abit notti le.. haas. hungriee le bahs.. 4 eat pizza till now.. haas.

hmm.. hows my blogskins. some say nice. some say too messy.. some say its sucks.. dunno lar.. i never happy with my blog 1.. haas. juz think this blog is cute. yupp.. haas. mr lim cheewha! i got time den help u make kaes. dun envy fatt.. i no help fatt much. =] i dunno ur taste ma.. haas.

my planner 4 holidays is fuilled with tuitions n all! wad kind of holiday is this.. bobian lar.. hais.. den juz now visited ms goh.. she told me to follow my heart to choose wad course i wanted. my interest,my strength.. haas. i no strenght de lar.. interest ar.. got slping ma.. haas. luvreyalots ms goh! visiting ya tml again alrights. haas. arghhs.. i going mad abt my blog! wad is e perfect blog 4 me!? someone juz tell me man..

hey! listen up!! i dunch care wad u think! i wanna be e first gurl u love in ur life!

2004-09-06T02:28:00.001+08:00

new blog skin. any comments ? my tagboard is dere.

kWoN sAnG-wOo. mY dReAmgUy! hAas

2004-09-05T02:28:00.000+08:00

hmm.. todae alot of things ar.. wake uo at 8.30 am.. den go sch 4 flag donations. den go rivervale mall call auntie uncle donate. den mine tine got alot of coins. den go home slp den go sch 4 briefing.. dunno wad subjects to choose. den got pant meeting section ma.. den onli say i extremely talkative n sleepy sometimes in clz.. haas. nth much.. phew..~ den go study in e superb cafe. budden e light seems dimm.. den go home. hmm.. i nort dun wan 2 talk. i dunno wad 2 talk. sry ar.. den play gb..i damn lousy..

now writting blog n finding kwon sang woo's pic! my dreamguy man! "stairway to heaven" damn nice show. e guy inside is realli. gentleman,rich,talented,clever,charming,sweet,cute.. n alots. he had alot of stuff n quatities wad a dreamguy hab in.. in e show lar. lurbe him man. bet he will be hot will e show cums to spore. he rox! i lurbe him man! 182cm height. tall man..

aiyah. wadeva. i dunno wad rubbish i writting.

i fiNaLLi wEnt jOgGinG!!

2004-09-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

blahs. today nth special happens. onli piss off by someone.. like fuck and cb e words so much.. scold scold scold. wadevea. i juz dun gib a damn. den go clivic thingy tour. sucks lar. well. i made fun myself. enx n millie no go sch.. hmmm.. today is a cinderella story 1st day!! i wanna watch.. haas. bleahs.

came home. went to jog. jog! i finalli went jogging.. run abt a kilometer ? haas. well.. i realli FAT! haas. jogging.. so happi when i jog. its like throwing away e problems i hab.. all e frustrated i had. juz look straight. run. though my leg realli numb n pain.. haas. i promise i did proper workout!! den jog.. haas. i jog!! so happi.. jog alone. deedee dummdumm.. so happi.. i finalli go jogging.. anyother thingy that brighten my f***ing day is i visited ms goh. limei was dere too. n samual! e pri 5 kid that kissed my cheek!!! well.. he ain;t v.happi. well.. specially 4 samual : learn e gd stuff kaes. u r such a special gift to me. though sometimes v.hard to please such a pampered guy like ya. so i dun wan c u becuz of some stuppidd n not healthy stuffs that makes u sad okies? its from zelia jie jie! haas. den went home n mum cooked my favourite dishes! hehe..

-i went jogging. i went jogging!! -

kisses on my faces!

2004-08-31T19:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.. early morning go sch 4 teacher' day celebrations. den do dunno wadeva workout.. got scolded by mr goh. 4 not doing properly. its not fair lorhs! others also liddat.. haas. enx also got scolded. hees. den go watc e celebrations. mostly performed by sec 3s. hmm.. soso lar. e celebrations is alrights. den got some gals with a malay or indian teacher.. wear sunglasses dance.. den beside me got 1 guy.. say "yi tu ah lians!" den i laugh till peng.. haas. den mr seven tan also dance. he is cutee. haas. mr charming of HIHS is mr adrian goh.. must be yuan lin! xP hees.. den mr fatherly is mr er.. motherly is mrs fenandaz!! weewee~ den miss sporty is mr maran.. den one more is ms tan.. 4get is wad de..den gort a activity is guess teacher's children pic.. den me n mingchin kept shouting n all.. hehe.. den got class party.. den alot tidbits n drinks.. den eat eat eat lorhs.. go bowling with kor kor,ben,zhixiang,tseseng and junjie! my highest score is 111 !!! damn happi~ hehe.. den yuai called me visit dexus.. den me n ben go shop 4 ms goh's present. den mum fetch me to dexus.. she bought chocolates.. hehes.. i bought a big n fat woman standing wearing bikini n gt a spell de.. is "perfect b0dy spell".. s mean of me rites..

reach dexus le.. den saw alot old dexus friends. den say my darrlingg samual. he is pri5 wif a pair of dazing eyes cool attitude n handsome. he is v.sweet. clever also.. hyper-active lorhs ! den his sis.. grace.. she looks like cinderella.. realli.. abit like mixed blood that type.. sweet smile with dimples! n his elder brther. daniel. sweett.. ask me if he could call me jie jie.. sure! i will be glad! de when samual wanna go home le.. he gave me a peak of kiss on my left cheek n grace on my right cheek! hehe~ so sweet of u people! i like samual best! he is clever.. think v.fast.. cheeky.. den ms goh they all jealous cuz he kissed me!! hehes.. jealous huhs.. den gave sweeetss to alot of kids.. miss my time dere.. i m waiting 4 children's day manss.. keke.. who will be children day's present 4 meee ? onli miss goh will.. hopes she buy wad i wanted.. hees.. ben knows wad i wan.. cuz i m so like.. wan this n that.. that n this.. haas. anyway.. ms goh! mwahs~ lubyalots!

ytd saw 1 hongkong show. damn nice.. perfect bodies.. nort like me.. so fat.. anyone wans pei wo go gym or wadeva? hmm.. contact me if u wan~ hees.

ending soon.. finalli. i wanna say.. i miss my ah gong! luryalots. i wanna be with u forever. =] n ms goh! so this song lyrics is mr.big - to be with you! damn nice

Hold On Little Girl
Show Me What He's Done To You
Stand Up Little Girl
A Broken Heart Can't Be That Bad
When It's Through, It's Through
Fate Could Twist The Both Of You
So Come On Baby Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Show You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On A Line)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

Build Up Your Confidence
So You Can Be On Top For Once
Wake Up Who Cares About
Little Boys That Talk Too Much
I've Seen It All Go Down
Your Game Of Love Was All Rained Out
So Come On Baby, Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Hold You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm The One, Yeah)
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On A Line , Yeah)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

Why Be Alone
When We Can Be Together Baby
You Can Make My Life Worthwhile
I Can Make You Start To Smile

(Instrumental)

When It's Through , It's Through
Fate Could Twist The Both Of You
So Come On Baby, Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Show You ...

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm The One)
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On The Line)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm The Ooooone)
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Deep Inside, You'll Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On That Line , Yeah)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

Just To Be The Next To Be With You ....

fcUkiNg dAy mAn!

2004-08-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

i ate one meanl todae onli.. arghs..
i lost my keys!! i gone to 74 bus this morning. to 119 to 83 to school. den go class. den go sch libabry. den go compass point mac n library den home..

any one found it. pls return to me! i will be grateful!

.tOdAe.

2004-08-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

hMm.. a long day todae~ lucky day~ cuz celebrating ben's birthdae ? haas. perphaps. hmm. well,todae my mum fetch us to sch. she is feeling unwell. scare me n mingchin over our dead bodies. hahas. well. she is alrights now. yea~ egg prices has gone up. alot. me this big-egg eater.. sure die le. haas. hmm. recess tym. nicole lim asked me abt keith. i wasn't v.v.v.v sure. i never contact him le. so.. dunno lar. i dun hab a sure answer for ur question abt if he is habing a new gf now. yupp. den later. dad fetch me home. been chasing me faster.. faster.. .. wadeva. terry promised to buy a belated birthdae present 4 meeee~ haas. make sure u kept ur promise. or i'll hack ya into pieces of mince meat.

Lucky day ? hehe. cuz my english test got .......... 20/30 !! and makes it 67% lar. den maths i pass it. 50/100. well wadeva. relieved i pass my MATHS~ common mistakes. careless mistakes. n wadever shit. as long as i pass it. i m grateful. thanks zhichen and shinfatt.

me. hab been thinking much. nort e way it is. i think its e way it is. i mean. when i m ard. someone seems quiet. budden when i wasn;t ard. someone with other gals. someone is normal. luffing n all. maybe is i dun understand much. or is i m a burden. its nort a BGR thingy, i mean as a friend. m i that different ? i m also a normal person....

hmm. wad e heck. no eggs 4 laska in sch. is birdy-egg. i cannot eat. in e end in ben's house stil ate 1. cuz i realli dunno. ps. den stanley say eat le will give birth 2 egg. i gave a slight smile.....

hmm. had a new english tuition. nort bad. with enx. haas, my ang-moh realli is like. suck. den the schools in e tuition is like st wad st wad. den we no st. den we wan create a sch is call. st.holy innocents'.. hees. fooling ard n alot lar. teacher is nice. say stories is will say lar.. budden cannot be compared 2 mrs mariah goh lar. den she is zoe tay n stephain sun's teacher b4. she taught for 38 years le right? den she is an interesting n paitent lady. =] den i had a nice talk with enx. all my problems. my frustration. i vomited out to enx. be *honored !

den juz now attend ben's party. at first onli a few people. den more n more stepped in,den me n tess was like feeling boreddd.. den we go ben's room. shouting lyk hell. jumping on his bed. yelling. luffing. sometimes. with a little ger. with no problems. frusrations. perphaps,also e best to play with. realli. i felt betta n happier after shouting with her. she is pure~ as in. no intention of harming others n all.. den later ben got his 4 angels pei him chat n all. susan came too. den i think ben has nort realli sit down n interacts with them 4 a long long time. yeahs. den we go dig out all e stuffs in ben's room. saw a lot of pics,cards,words, love in his room. felt uncomfortable. well,his room is bloody messy. like a pig sty. smelly. n curtain like got bed-bug like tt.. wadeva. juz felt uncomfortable in his room. so,i get out. den all people slowly left. den getting more n more boring... den me n susan sat on e sofa. n read a book!! imagine a party people reading books. pathetic rite. anyway. cannot blame lar. ben xing dong bu fang bian.. den. at first i go his house. c him liddat. felt like crying. he lyk v.xing ku liddat. den play monopoly. guess wad. i won. 14o0o+++ i break e record. first to go jackpot also. den eat steamboat also.. hmm.. so sleepy.. kept yawning. den later cut cake eat cake. den they torturing him. alot of mixed beer.. wines n all.. plus egg with egg shell somemore! hmm.. den he hab to drink all lorhs. pathetic lorhs. he injured till lyk tt le.. den he vomitted.. well. its his birthdae anyway. den he took pics with all e gurls one by one . but ME! well. wadeva lar. hahas. i had fun. budden tiredd also. with e bed-bugs! arghs.. pig sty means pig sty..

hmm.gtg le lar. kinda tiredd.. well.. there is hoobastank. the reason. meaningful lyrics. we all are nort perfect. we r nort dere to please someone else. be urself. many things we might nort be able to like.. hmm.. do. cuz we dunno,budden we can learn. we ain't perfect. to change something over someone is v.v.v wei da.. i think. cuz. to me. i m so stubborn. i dun gib ways easily. i m afraid to hurt people or make other hate me or dislike me. i m myself. yeah. ms nair's words. well. if i m sad or unahppi. mostly is cuz these kinda of stuppidd stuffs. susan gave me some advices. thanks susan! =]

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

.tOdAe.

2004-08-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

damn bloody long no update. haas. lazy n tirredd. stress!! tml got test n chinese spelling.. realli.. sick n tiredd. hmm.. haas. juz now go study. den goot one guy c c c.. dunno c wad.. den i know y le. cuz zhichen sang songs v.loud. haas. so funni.. haas. den e guy is scatching his head n all.. seem stressed up. den we give conclusions like later long john will be burned by him n all.. haas. den i got some xin xing in tml's test. wish me luck.

hmm. wad is e anonymous doing? tagging my board wif all sorts of stupid stuff. haas. dexter also got this problem. hmm.. is that wad tagboard is for ? wadeva shit. dun need u to care also. no1 call u to read rite. i m lackadaisical. u r such a lampoon. lay off ur hands off my tagboard. ur hands is dirtty.. ee..

hmm.
ben's leg got seriously injured. take realli gd cares kaes. *pray*
fatt is sick.. take care. *wish*
zhichen dun ever touch my nose hor.
mingchin dun worrie lar. i also gort e orange paper. kwaihoong. lucky u. never kana e orange paper.
luo-er one day i will call u out for movies! millie i will go wif ya if u ask me out~
eNx tml got tuition. freaking our lifes rite? hahas.
lunx. tml rememeber remember bring webcam lar.. -.-
lyon horny billion million gurlfriend guy. haas.
so many gurlfriends. bleahs x)

and lastly for!! dA-dAaAa!

iann. read my blog ar.. haas. i realli realli surprised. -.-" how could i forget ya. haas. of cuz i m e same old me. den u expect me to change my stubborn.kaypo.stupid.gong-ness.sleepy character. haas. remember e days in dexus? haas. its is a memory to be cherished x) . so how's life ? O levels rite.. study hard. i will pray 4 ya Os. be *honored* ! =]

hmm.. todae got presentation again. damn nervous. can say is my most nervous presentation. worst! presentation. wadeva. we r nort chosen! lucky us.. ours so boring. stay up still so late juz 4 it.. arghsssssss!!! den go eat yoshinoya with marmie. so delicious.. haas.

these few days i hab been crapping ard. n studying~ can u imagine ? zelia is actualli studying! well. joker kor wants me go to charity or diligence. i dun drop to n(a) i alreadi laughs to myself le lorh.. budden.. studying is onli 4 my own good. so cannot blame lar.. so. next time will be ALITANIAN SOCIETY !! haas. den scientist will improve n let males gib birth.. hees. foolish tots~

wAdeva lar.haas. got a do nort disturb thingy. cuz i m a princess from bEn ! thx ar~ haas. ur birthdae cuming le.. haas. happi ma.. dun say u pathetic le lar.. be strong kaes.

hmm. its kinda late now. next time den write. thx sixuan n kat for reading my rubbish~ =]

its is a memory to be cherished x)

2004-08-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

hmm.. todae its a long day. so many days no update le. haas. slacking ma. todae wad late for late again. haas. shh.. was like.. hmm.. overslept. hai mingchin late wif me. nvm lar. she hai me b4 also ma. haas. den actualli is count 2 times late . den i make till 1 time. den i no need go detention. blahs. hees. lihai bahs. run my 2.4km. 13.03 mins. go buy 4d lar. hahas. den gt 5 points. gold bahs. i think. den todae's lesson was like.. v.sian lorhs. went buy minggchin's present. shit.. haben do her present. tml must pass up.. die le lar.. aiyah. nvm. i got ready-made 1. haas. no lar. later wan slp den do lar. i juz woke up. cheewha is sick. takecares ar. den hmm.. fatt remember go morning reading. or else e battery canno take back. n zhichen. must do ur coursework. n jianhao,do ur dnt. haas. suddenli so many things to remind them. ben,takecare ur leg huh. n tml is MINGCHIN'S BIRTHDAE!! happi birthdae darrlingg!

den hu reminds me ? hmm. friends ? perphaps. being forgetful at times. bitchy? perphaps. no wonder MR LIM HOWCHYE will say me. haas. i read his blog. probably nort me. nort onli one zelia in s'pore wad. well. budden i asked someone. he thinks its funni. n say nort say bad lar. haas. well,i believed him. i trusted him cuz he gained my trust. now. fading away my trust 4 him ? decided to throw away e bean i made 4 him. dun think he will appreciate bahs. its not costly n v.v.v.v.v nice also.yupp..

well. saying abt beans. i made 4 some people in science lab. nth 2 do ma. haas. simple thingy lai de lar. its a bean wif name on it. i made 4 fatt,jianhao,mingchin,kwaihoong,kasey n him. well. wadeva. i dun hab enough bean to make 4 cheewha. he jealous le.. haas. no lar. kidding. i realli no beans le lar. haas. den so no make lorhs. sry lar.. haas. treat ya sweet tml kaes.

sweets. its provided by MR BENSON! haas. thanks ar.. den took some pictures with benson n mingwei. haas. budden benson delteed it cuz he say he spoils e pic. no lar.. no lorhs. u look nice. realli. believe me lar. =] haas. benson old me tt time in green that tattoo guy wans my no. dun gib him huh.. hahas. i also dunno him. yupp.

guys. to me. i hab more guyfriends n gurlfriends. budden,a friend is a friend. i treat e same. i got my limits. i dun usualli got overboard. so. no matter how bitchyy m i. there is no reason 4 u to say behind me wad i did. somemore. i dun even know hu r u gals. hu u tot u r. i dun wanna to fall out with sec 2 people. i still got 2 years in the bloody school. i will say sorry if i did something wrong. e truth is i did nort. heard from ming chin that sec 2 got a class gurls dun like me. i was like. wadeva. i dun even know hu r they. truthfulli. well. i know,people like to talk. talk abt something else kaes. dun let me be e one always in ur mouth talking abt. or maybe i should say grow up. stop being childish. its my life. n its me hu controls it. . felt like telling them straight in e face to fuck off. though i dun like to use words like fuck. cuz i tell people nort 2 use. budden. i realli wan to say fuck off. yupp. some console me. telling me they are jealous. unhappi. well. we all have our goods. in one or another way. so. jealous is a question mark to me. i envy. jealous dun usualli happen to me. i do jealous sometimes over stuff. i envy people. i dun go overboard. nort u people whom haben grow up. i m glad i hab friends whom are caring. good friens n all. yupp. miss nair was rite. i m nort there to please everyone. even god ain't perfect. yeahs. i nort dere to please everyone.

well.. i wanna thanks cheewha 4 listening to my sorrows. n rubbish. haas. thanks kaes. telling someone wad is e problem . i do felt better. felt like crying like a little gurl who lose her way home. i was weak. well. i must nort be caring abt those rubbish . work is more important. slacckking alot. maths. science. n all. i had nort realli like worked hardd 4 subjects like geo,history n blahs. well. i must now. if nort i will hab regrets. i dun wan tt to happen to me bahs. yupp..

i was asked by a cute gurl todae. y i dun hab boyfriends. haas. well,wad matters to me now is
1.studies
[important to everyone. stressed up. ]
2.friendship
[yup. its v.important to me. can't live without a friendship]
3.money
[money wise. i wanna be rich! haas]
4.grades
[to make my mum n dad more happy ? maybe.. ]
5.time
[no time to waste! =] ]
6.fun
[i cannot hab no fun]
7.food
[sweets n chocolates! ]

haas. yup. love is NORT included. well,lubing someone is letting someone be happy. looking at someone happi. will be people who they likes happi.. ain't this right? i juz think tt bahs. this is a theory i use. u ? hab u got any people u liked b4 ? is they happier when they are friends with u? gd friends ? yupp. think abt it. being a friend to someone u like. u still can care 4 them. budden if u like them. tell them. making her feel pissed. she might nort care 4 ya 4eva. yupp. well. did u guys lost ur love to someone better? its better 4 her to hab with someone she likes. right? haas. me mad again. hahas. wadeva.

lastly. thanks mum 4 e nice baby-G watch. =]

wahs. wrote so long. also dunno hu will read. haas. i m stressed~ so need someone to talk to. something to write on. =] well. dunno wad to write le. juz hope people do grow up. yupp. i missed selenge. she gort disturb too. hais. wadeva. she is a v.nice gurl. gtg. cya peeps. ? ? hu will be reading my rubbish ? haas.

is m2m! that day u went away. did i lose my love to someone better nice sentence. enx use b4 in her msn. haas. i was thinking to use also. bleahs.

VERSE 1]
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

[PRE-CHORUS 1]
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

[CHORUS]
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

[VERSE 2]
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

[PRE-CHORUS 2]
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

[CHORUS]
The day you went away
The day you went away

[PRE-CHORUS 1]
[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

.tOdAe.

2004-08-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

boring day. slacking.
enx got a nice blog. nice~ =]

.tOdAe.

2004-08-14T13:44:00.000+08:00

hmm.. went back to sch .. sickenning mdm png.. say i fake my MC den gib 0 for tingxie. hey i went to hospital MC kaes. idiotic. sickenning. den after sch. pei mingchin go libray awhile den JiAnHaO treat me jack place! thanks arh.. wan pay him back.. he dun wan.. haas. get well lunch huh! haas.. den after that.. i watched QUILL! damn farking nice show!! haas. me kor n ben watch e preview. den can bring dogs de. alot people bring dogs. alot people bring their dogs. junction8 level 3 open air sit on e ground watch e big big screen. den got small dogs wan fight wif BIG dogs. like golden retriever , jack russell terrier , chiwawa n lotsa more. some peopel brought that kind folable chairs to sit. haas. e show is abt a blind man and a trainee dog. v.touching. i watch till i cry. aiyah.. shh.. haas. its based on a true story~ yupp.. nice n touching plus humor also. weee~ well.. happi stuff dun also happens. i cannot go work. wad e shit. aiyah. they dun understand moi! budden nvm.. die. coughing liao. haas. y lehs ..? cuz.. in e big morning todae.. i atee.... moi haagen-dazs VANILLIA ICE-CREAM! for my lunch! whole cup!! haas.. den papa called me. say wad. dunno wad la. must be mum again. n0isy lehs. cannot hab abit of peace one. wish i grow up to da age i can go out of e house myself without asking. in this world its forever a PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY. dun hav wad so called ALITANIAN SOCIETY. sick n tiredd. wanna buy webcam. disagree from my kor. say buy 4 wad. no use de. well.. i guess its still a PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY. if god is fair. den make us equal. den we can change to a ALITANIAN SOCIETY. gosh. its never happens. aww.. i need some space to shout. weell.. ending soon. kor wan use com.

lyrics from hilary duff. come clean.

Hilary Duff-Come Clean

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

Chorus
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm cloming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

(CHORUS)

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

(CHORUS)

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

.tOdAe.

2004-08-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

todae.. hmm.. haas. thanks fAtT! anD zHicHeN!. you guys gib me v.nice get well gifts. chocolates! haas. well.. i had fun todae. haas. realli thanks. surprises wor. haas. i appreaciated it kaes. n minsong. haas. he cum at e later part. its realli sweet of u guys. haas. thanks alot. realli. little tots made me so happi. thx~ tml got tingxie n test. wish me luck!

.tOdAe.

2004-08-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

food poisoning ..

well.. tossing ard my bed ytd night.. can't take e pain. den go watch 24-hr doctor.. dun ever go hougang that 24hr doctor.. so ex.. den give injection.. den give comments like.. "i think she.." "i think that.." i think i think.. hey i spent money on it kaes. 100 bucks. den.. go home.. still pain. stuppidd doctor.. den still nort okie.. was like.. trembling. terrible feelin. den go KK hospital.. haas. den waiting lorhs.. vomited two times yea~ sux.. i hate vomiting.. heng no need to stay in hospital.. i will be BORED to death.. e eeriee asmosphere there.. arghs.. well.. this food poison cost 200 bucks at least.. i ate alot of stuff.. i think is eat too oily.. my stomach cannot take it. yupp.. 2 days of MC. well.. stay at home rest bahs. cannot go fecth mingg chinn they all go sch.. felt so bad. must be e 3 ball 2 bucks thingy.. went out wif YUAI!.. i had fun!.. though i food poisoning after going out if ya.. =X haas.. luryalotsa! hmm.. kasey cut her hair. nort bad. look neater bahs. den tml got ting xie. den i no need learn.. wee~ haas. den well. thanks a billion to those hu like asked me how i was. wad happpened n those stuff. people like. hmm.. my parents. my kor. my mei. my dog ? haas. hmm.. ming chin, hoong, kasey, cien, lynn, mr goh, mr jamil (Surprise?) , ben , jianhao, fatt,weilun , cheewha, zhichen, kelvin^GGG , Lyon , benson, yijiN n.. cannot think le.. haas.. well.. a question asking how are u n stuff. i appreciated it kaes. hmm.. duckkiee seems troubled. well.. nvm. todae got bball.. e team i supported lost. jia you next time kaes. u all can do it de. i think u guys can de. =] jia you kaes. hmm.. well.. i guess i ending soon. ohya. singapore idols. haas. luff off e century. n thx Lyon! for playing with me.. making me laugh like dunno wad. n also JiaNhaO! 4 his v.nice n sweet -take care-.. bEn! 4 his take care also. fAtt! de its a MUST to rest~ n alot bahs. n BIG BENSON! haas. he is damn cute. thanks kaes. -end-

its.. AVRIL LAVIGNE! she is cool. well.. my hapy ending. least. my stomach not pain le.!

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

.tOdAe.

2004-08-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

tummy ache.

resting early. bless me kaes. tml den write.

.tOdAe.

2004-08-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

its kinda late now.. so.. a short entry will do e job bahs..

went wif someone studyy in mac green.. den sickkenning.. say i is pig.. -.- haas. cute ar.. den someone sent me home. den i watched singapore idol.. luff off e century man.. hahas. damn funni lorhs.. well.. i guess singapore cannot make it lar.. den jzu now go chomp chomp eat.. e sell fish n veg de no open.. den eat another 1.. no v.nice.. arghs.. den go ktv.. hahas.. sing alot of songs.. haas. improving my singing skills 4 wayne's song ? haas.. bless me alrights.. had a nightmare last night. its abt somebody. left me all alone. evn i called somebody name. somebody did not turn back. cried in e nightmare.. scary.. in darkness somemore.. haas. well.. i betta bring candles in my dreams next time round. haas. ok lar.. gtg le.. cya peeps. gd nites. n sweet dream. no NIGHTMARES!!.. well.. cya!

i called ur name. yelled n shouted. u did nort turn back.. to even look at me. u walk away. further n further. i cried. felt so useless. alone in e dark. its my nightmare.

.tOdAe.

2004-08-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

.sch concert.

blahss.. went sch concert to sell clothes.. bookss.. phonecardds.. light-stickss.. haas.. damn lame~.. light-sticks 2 buck each.. haas. anyway,its for charity.. mrs may tan called me to go help de.. enjoyyedd my day anyway~ 5 hr CIP hours. kids r cute.. experience how 2 sell thinggs.. haas.. c peoples' face n how they avoid u.. bleahs..~ benson has been giving me sweets~.. thanks.. den saw weiqiang.. sickening idiot.. call me den dun wan talk.. he say bu xiao xing de lar.. pressed den call.. -.- sickening. den went e concert starts. i was like waiting 4 wayne's dance with e mordern dance.. hmm.. wayne dance was nice.. budden e rest... errr.. haas.. maybe more training helps.. ? haas. he is composing a song 4 me to sing.. budden i think i might fail to sing well.. haas.. wadeva~ juz to playy lar.. haas.. saw fatt,lun,calvin and cheewha and also marus's pirecings.. nort as bad as wad i tot lar.. haas.. stylo n nice. i heard from my beloved grandpa that ear pirecings for guys will break their money life or wadeva.. budden now so modern le.. who will listen.. haas.. cheewha pirece his lips. was maybe.. erm.. i dun like pirecings lar.. budden some pirece le realli nice.. yupp.. den fatt's was like.. hmm.. nice. oh ya.. thanks 4 e piglet bear! was damn surprising. u juz pass it to me.. haas. thanks alot. den unwrapped e wrapper. its like e hunny thingys is can pull toilet tissue out de.. haas.. budden function not v.gd.. though i dun like bear bear now.. cuz i no place to put. i rather get small small bear bear to put on my com. budden wad matters is e heart n thinkings + e tots that brighten up my day.. though tiring.. yet hearm-warming. thx fatt.. realli i appreaciated it~ now a headache.. where to place his piglet .. ? perphaps on e shelves? haas. bu zhi dao lehs. haas. ate mac with nettez n kaseyy juz now.. haas. den me n nettez share 1 meal.. i m getting fatter n fatter.. hmm.. later no one wans. haas.. mum fetched me home from mac after that. she wans go eat pasta.. i was damn hungry n smelli.. den go home ma shuang jiu pom pom le.. haas. todayy is orange wakening body spa.. haas. i still think that rose n lavender best smell.. lavender is de-stressed.. n rose is whiteningbody spa.. haas. hmm.. ytd go find my best teacher.. MISS GOH!! haas. she wants my pic 4 her blogg.. well.. small case lar.. hees.. well.. time realli flies. left dexus 1 and a half years le.. realli missed her. her talks. her smiles. her teachings. missed e days in dexus.. lorve her so muchie.. when e days we left. all of us said. "we will come back n visit u" budden in e end.. sad case. i knew she missed us. yupp.. love u miss goh.. hmm.. juz came backk.. haas. send fatt home.. my mum sent.. he arhs.. slp in bus den no bus take home. no money take cab..den bo bian ask my mum to help.. i was also alittle tiredd.. haas.. den tml.. hmm.. tuiton bahs. hahas.. yupp.. now eating ice-cream ! haas.. vanilla~~ hmm.. kaes.. its 1.24am now. he go slp le. tml got work ma.. hmm.. kaes lar i also offline le.

its mariah carey's songs lyrics again! with boyzoneII. one sweet day. nice song.

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

[Chorus:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

[Chorus]

Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

[Chorus]

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

2004-08-07T02:02:00.000+08:00

You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

.tOdAe.

2004-08-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

tirringg.

got 5 stations todae.. my shuttle run sux.. got 3 ponits onli.. my standing board jump also 3 points.. overall is a gold. den now is scare onli e 2.4km run.. so scared.. i like a fat pig running in e sty.. haas.. den go back 4 science lesosns.. dunno wad she taking abt.. den eat noodles.. den maths lessons. den chinese.. arghss.. hate chinese lotsaa.. den geography.. teacher no cum.. hahas.. den we no 1 listening 2 wad e relief teaher is talking.. patheic.. den go help mr choo.. den was v.fun lorhs. he treat us lunch.. den we playedd wholee dayy in e HOD room.. den i was e boss and mingg chinn e cleaner.. den i crack e joke abt ming chinn is that.. she go buy snacks den cum back till me kaseyy drink my water or wadeva.. den i say.. "its good that u reported to ur boss" den whole gangs was like luffing like dunno wad.. hahas.. mr shin fatt.. i got more maths homework cuz u lorhs.. cuz u dunno when can teach me ma.. hahas.. kidding larr.. hope u like ur blogg kaes.. gan xie me kaes.. hahas.. bought i zhou kan todae.. hahas.. fiona xie is so pretty.. hahas.. den toro is like v.cool lorhs.. hahas.. his hair.. n compared to my bro's hair.. err.. hahas..some distance lar.. haas.. feeling tired..

juz now my mum told me my grandpa called n look 4 me! sweet rite.. budden i wasn;t at home.. he miss me lar.. i miss ya too. lourve u always kaes. muackks.

came across these sentences. v.nice.. illusion started again.. arghss.. dread.. always dream someone wan c face den wake up 1 lehs.. idiotic.. n sickenning.. dreaddss

will i be ur princess..?
waiting in e garden,
surrounded by colourful roses.
and when e time is ripe.
u came in ur white horse,
and ask 4 my hand.
i will be in in e garden.
waiting 4 u.
forever.. n eva..

.tOdAe.

2004-08-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmm.. todaae got literature unseen poem.. dunno can pass ma.. take back report card le.. results this month alrights lar.. no fail.. next month fail le lorhs.. so sian.. stuppid mr goh put dunno wad remark say i think lowly of myself. budden he dun think so.. -.-" heng my mum no care so much ar.. or i sure.. arghs.. hahas.. den actualli todae wan go pierce earhole. den dunno pierce le nice ma.. den in e end never pierce.. hahas. den v.sian lorhs. wadeva.. my mum go pierce le.. hahas.. stylo wors.. she say pain.. i think onli abit hot hot onli.. yupp..wan pierce 3 hole 1 side n 2 hole another side. den kor say like ah lian like that.. den i was like.. okie lorhs.. den come home find thing 4 fatt.. dunno which 1 suitable 4 him. hahas. i mean.. its like my taste n ur taste not e same.. later make le u not happi how.. scary.. miss nair todae last day with us. i will miss ya. thanks 4 e chocolate. she is such a stylo. sweet. clever. babe. galmour.. yups.. never ever seen such a sweet babe from ya. yupp.. best teacher ever. given me encourgment. yesh. "yesh zelia. u r not god. u r not dere to please everyone. juz be urself." yupp.. i like e way i m. i m nort there 2 please u. or please anyone. thanks miss nair. got english presentation abt our product todae. its bikinis. den one of e supermodel is miss nair. she even walk catwalk 4 us.. hahas. den we got 22/25.. stuppidd coffin got 23.. wad e heck.. wadeva. ytd was damn blur. even forgotten to learn my tingxie. 12 wake up learn ting xie.. todae got 3 or 4 dunno.. yupp.. relieved~ stanley gonna hab operation. hope he has a successful one and come out e way it is. bless ya! hmm.. slept from 4 to 7. waken up by a call from weiliang.. chatted 4 abt 30 mins.. he said he has been looking 4 me since e las time i bid good-bye 2 him. den cheewha gib him my no. bahs. he wans it since dunno how long ago.. den i dun like he smoke so that time no gib.. yup.. his chinese pro wor. budden studying private. jia you wors~ stuuppidd cheewha.. call me call kaseyy remember gib him sweet.. wad e hell.. ownself no mouth ar.. got pretty gals den forget me liao. humph.. later i complain to her arhs.. i mean her.. its her.. hahas.. wadeva.. deen stuppidd idiotic zilun.. call him pei wo go eat he say he tired.. humphs.. anyway. my mum cooked mushroom soup + garlic bread. deliciousss.. dun need u le lar.. si zilun. hmm.. my maths going to die le lar.. tml got people teach me liao.. fear not.. hahas.. homework fridae pass up.. yupps. hahas.. den i tml den do.. tml got 5 stations.. hope i can do it.. wish me luck kaes. 26 is benjamin's birthdae.. dunno wad 2 buy lehs.. should be celebrating with jaslense bahs. =] hahas. 20th is ming chinn birtthdaeee!!! wee~ national day is susan's birthdae.. hmm.. my blog no space write planner.. i wanna change lehs.. budden dunno change to wad.. bennnn... hhaa.. i need ur help again.. well.. think i gonna end le.

this song is sung by Bj thomas. raindrop kept falling on my head. this songs realli nice.. its like giviing me a image of dancing in e dance like that.. hahas.. well.. lyrics is nice. =]

Raindrops are falling on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed,
Nothing seems to fit
Those raindrops are falling on my head,
They keep falling.

So I just did me some talking to the sun,
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done,
Sleeping on the job
Those raindrops are falling on my head
they keep falling

But there's one thing, I know
The blues they sent to meet me won't defeat me.
It won't be long 'till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep falling on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turning red.
Crying's not for me, cuz
I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining
Because I'm free
Nothing's worrying me

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep falling on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon turning red
Crying's not for me
I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining
Because I'm free
Nothing's worrying me

.tOdAe.

2004-08-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. saddening..

hmm.. science failed.. saddening.. make my this term task failed.. sian ar.. so saddening.. jianhao hurt his back.. take care okies. =] hmm.. todae's presentation is v.xia suay lorhs.. i thinnk.. mingg chinn also like tt think.. thx darrlingg.. i know u juz wanna accompany me.. muacckss. den sleep in home econ slp. hahas. teacher dunno ar.. hahas. lihai wor.. den jzu now slept for 4hours. hahas.. den kaseyy call me i slping den no call back cuz too late le.. sorry ar.. den mr shinfatt gib me a very.. hrm.. say difficult not v.diffcult.. say easy also not v.easy de task. aiyah.. dunno wad i saying.. hahas.. i help u de lar.. hahas.. juz now go home alone.. say stanley pie today. he cut his hair. hmm.. nice hir cut~ hmm.. so sians.. i ytd succeeded in making someone laughh.. hahas. so happi.. hmm.. dunno wad 2 blog le.. hahas. short entryy bahs. nites peeps!

paris. place promised.

.tOdAe.

2004-08-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

another day bahs.

hahas. juz another day bahs. usual lessons. well. this person wrote a letter to kasey. wadeva. i felt like telling straigh to the oerson "stop doing these little little stuffs behind us. act so much.. go be actress lar." yupp.. thtas wad i felt. hmm.. juz felt sad cuz i like dislike by alot people. heard from mc. well. i may be sad or unhappi. budden hoong words enlightened me. i juz cannot please every single person. cum straight to my face n say wad i did. i will apologise 4 e damages i made. yupp.. hahas. madness me*

was in assembly. den mr henry choo -god-kor~~~~- hahas. was giving out a speech. i was sort of paying attention. to hab a car. driving pass a bus-stop. raining heavily. to save 1)a old lady hu is dying. 2) someone hu hab saved ur life b4 or lastly 3) ur dreamlover. i was struck in confusion. wad 2 choose..? cannot possibly say firstly e woman is dying den juz let her die rite. if u hab a car. sent her to hospital straight. den wad is it gonna do with someone hu saved ur life b4..? puzzled.. hmm.. den dream lover.. does that exist..? hahas. den e perect answer is give car key to the person hu save ur life den bring e old woman to hospital n wait with ur dreamlover at e bus-stop.. hmm.. wadeva.. den later mr choo was catching those eno cca. i adventure club.. hahas.. wadeva. kasey was like so scare.. hahas. in e end she did not get caught.. dun need scare lar.. deb later go mac do abit project den go home.. actualli is do in mingg chin house.. budden i wan eat fries larh.. den kaseyy also maa. was playingg wif daryll's hp.. hahas.. take alot of photo with kasey.. madness we. denn was looking 4 someone. no c somone todayy. hmm.. wondering if someone is still angriee.. hope he is nort.. i can't help someone with e project someone is doing.. felt useless. yupp.. read somebody's blog. was enlighten again*

i wanna tell that little someone..u dun have to feel useless cos by being urself is the best not many ppl can..not being gentle is something special abt u i really admire u do have times when u really r very gentle and sweet..not being successful is because it still maybe not ur time..and lastly if ur not smart then wat am i? hmm...nobody is perfect k? <- yesh madam! hahas. thanks ar.. i was like crying n shouting under my blanket. madness rite.. last time i use to jump over all my room. den now too fat. den never liaos. hahas.

den on my way home. boarded e bus. thinking of someone. den mum called n call me buy newpaper. den in e bus.. saw the sixth loor guy again. wif his friend. was like "damn suay day.." den he pian pian so may seats y sit behind me.. kicked e seats. talk on phone so loud. den the other guy was like want my no. -.-" my no. take le will strike lottery ar.. den i was like. go away.. den was like walking slow.. den they wait under my block.. its like nth special. budden i go into e lift. they also. -__________________-" den i act i no c.. den he like "xiao jie. ke yi na ni de number ma? " den i act no heard den hoped e door faster open den walk out fast. e sixth floor guy was luffing non-stop.. v.funni mehs.. i wan like. damn scary. no one is dere taking me away. its frightening. scary. hoped anyone to save me from e situation. in e end i hab to walk out myself. i guess its me alone bahs. blahs.. haas. frightening incident.

well.. i guess i m betta off alone bahs. tml got home-econ test. haben touch on it yet.. hahas.. den got presentation.. infrontt of whole sch.. felt stupidd.. budden i wanna help mr choo..

hmm.. b4 i forgot.. i lurbe my grandpa. my mum side de. brighten my day alot. lurbe him lots n lots. hope u r wif me forevea kaes. i love u grandpa! e phonecall from u brightens up my day ytd. i love u till e end of time. love,ur granddaughter zelia*.

bless me kaes. amen.

this lyrics is from stacie orrico. stuck. nice n twisted song..

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave this love behind

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing
You know what I'm saying
You know what I need

You can't be hanging on a string
While you make me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could be for
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you [last time x2]
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?

.tOdAe.

2004-08-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

useless me*

hmm.. do u guys felt uselss at times..? i think so bahs. no one is perfect. no matter how confitdent one is. it wll had some saddening days. having some mood swings these days. hope it will be over soon. laugh to cover sorrows. dun wan people 2 worry 4 me. 4 those care 4 me lots.. i think they got their own things n stuffs to worry abt. sometimes i ask myself y i m useless. y i ain;t as gentle as others. y aint't me as successful as others. y ain;t me clever. n others bahs. budden i juz wanna be myself. i dun act show 4 people 2 c.. i m nort gentle not cuz i m nort. its juz i dun always hab to show out. everyone has there gentle side. yupps. dun worry lar. i alrite 1.. x) tml will be a brand new day.

getting fatter n fatter. plumper n plumper. no exercise. haas. y i cannot grow taller n eat wun fat de.. those type i realli envy lorhs. my brother is one type eat le wun fat le. blahs. todae quarrel with someone. well. i guess. its my fault bahs. cuz i know i always in e fault. 4 not thinking wad will happen in e end. sorrie.. hope someone finished e work by tonight bahs. or else later tml late 4 sch den dentention again.. yupps.. hope bahs. den juz now lunx n me go green study. he hor.. can play till 4get me de.. well.. i guess i this mei is useless bahs. c. i m uselsss again. hais. tml got geo n science test. dun realli hab e mood to revise. hope tml i can pass it. wish me luck~ ate my stawberriee kit-kat finish.. dunno where 2 buy.. cuz angriee den eat eat eat. i fund out ytd that u image e food is someone. den eat the person up. den u feel betta. den eat le will fat. hais. i wan buy stella adveristment den jian fei cha le lar.. blah. ot money go bodyline marine france larhs.. hahas.. kaes lar.. ending soon..

someone said this to me.

do u know tt everything u hab done is affecting me.

.tOdAe.

2004-07-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

dNt competition dae!

hmm.. early morning wake up. wear the -one day councillor tie- to meet lynn den my mum match. meet them le. den go ngee ann poly. cum tha 1. was damn suay lorhs. den lynn also.. she heng got peopel hab den lend her. me also heng heng no.2... hahas. den later play e sms de booth. den type first den send. is Domagic1. so damn easy den won larhs. lucky draw also i win. hahas. den later go put 30kg on e bridge. damn scary. was trembling. like dunno wad. hahas. den was damn happi when ours didnlt break. hahas. den aiyah.. in e end we didn't won anything lar. stuppidd thingy. wad kind of competition is this lar. bridge making bridge break still can win. 500 bucks leh!! heartbroken. hahas. was like damn happi we can like take 30 kg of weight on our bridge. den was like hugging millie enx n lynn. den no win. arghs. nvm lar. gain experience bahs. den go back sch. hahas. thank rachel* hahas. thx alot. den go orchard. wanting to watch ella enchanted. budden no time slot 4 us. den no watch. gotake photos instead. v.nice. i like. hahas. one is white n black de. sorry ar. i press wrong. budden still v.nice lorhs. den later we take photos using enx's camera. take till siao ar. hahas. v.nice. hahas. den was like foolong ard. den got people in mac say i look like zhang zi yi.. -.-" wad e.. y her.. hahas. wadeva. den go take 101 home. with lynn. saw this cute guy. standing beside me. i wasn;t like b0thering till when a little sweet n cute gal stand in bewteen us. den knock her head .. ouchyy~~ hahas. her smile seems sent from heaven. kids r kids. hahas. den later bid gdbye to lynn den walking home with this guy walking a distance behind me. hahas. asked my no. shy guy. hahas. den home. den zilun ask me go compass eat. den go BK saw marus n cheewha. den eat together lorhs. den was like waiting 4 fatt. den was v.tired. realli tiring. eyes closing. i left in e end. without him. felt guilty. den zilun send me home. thanks mr lun. thanks cheewha n zilun again. 4 letting me piss my anger on them. my frustrations. hahas. was like. badly beaten. hahas. thanks arhs~ den he is like damn sweet l0rhs. buy things 4 mich cuz he thinks he v.long time no buy things 4 her le. den my chocolate n pressise lehs.. haha. gf more important lar. den home. mum was there nagging non-stop. hate her nags. wadever. i juz wanted to grow up soon. like wad stanley thinks. been 21 straight away. hahas. budden too old le. maybe perphaps 16? hahas. den now at home le. damn tired. nort v.happi. felt useless. unable to do somethings everytime. felt alone at times. obsessed in money. wanna earn big buck next time. live 4 myself. blahs. monday got tests. i m trembling. scare. no one is leading me to e light. i hab to walk alone.felt v.uselss. well. darkness is a v.frightening thing. u never know wad is behind u. can someone lend me a hand n lend me to e light? a helping hand is enought to satify me. god. send me a sign. a word. anything. well. wadeva. endinng soon.

i blogging avril lavigne - take me away lyrics. someone take me away from where i m standing now. take me away...

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

[CHORUS]
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around it
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

[CHORUS]

I'm going nowhere (on and on and)
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)

[CHORUS]

Take me away x4

.yeStErdAe + tOdAe.

2004-07-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

bleahs. okies. i was too tired to blog ytd. so blog todae den den blog yesterdae de bahs. =]

.tOdaE.
hmm.. mood swings bahs. hahas. dunno lehs. always pissed off with something. wadeva lar. todae is not special. onli like disiao ching yi being arrogant. wtf. kanna scolded by mr goh 4 doing that. wadeva. give wad pccg lessons. call me write 3 things i m good at. hmm.. i dunno wad 2 write,nth i m doing gd bahs. nahs. actualli 8.30 den go do dnt. den mr raj MC. mrs choi was jealous. talk till so bu shuang. madness. i dunch gib a damn 2 her man.. wadeva. hahas. yang yi n stanley no cum sch todae. hmm.. injured. yang yi smsed me to look after kasey if not cum find me. -.-" wadeva. anyway. he is a sweet n nice guy. treat kaey well or i will kill u. wadeva. i will kaes. beware.. bleahs. sweet guy. smile. den hmm.. todae do dnt project at 2.30pm. was quite tired. but fun actualli. hahas. playing n playing. den aiyah. mr raj came back to do with us. we re-do all.. hahas. den we watched band play songs. mingg chinn was soooo cutee lorhs. same goes to rachel. bleahs. love u so much. den later go met fatt den others play volleyball.. felt useless. cuz i m weak. can;t even throw e ball well. wadeva. shuhui was a great player. zhichen,fatt,minsong n others r also v.gd. hahas. onli me one person is lan 1. blahs. den felt useless den wan go back den kor called me. den i go meet him eat. on e way there i go disiao mr yongxi. made him angry. sorry kae. i wun disiao u liao. cuz i heard people say u will beat other 1. blahs. i ambit i was wrong. 4 disiaoing lah. sorrie mr yongxi. den wadeva. i knew tt thing. i dun wish to tell here. anyway. sorrie. den with nettez go to bus-stop. walking another route away from them. was mad today. kiss nettez,sharon n shuhui. hahas. dunno shuhui dun like. sorrie also lar. on e cheek. was feeling stuppidd after that. cuz i wanna make chirtian jealous. den thinking of disiaoing again. hahas. moodswings bahs.. wan someone 2 mad wth me. den kasey,hoong n chinn was not there 3 mad with me. to play wif me. tml got dnt compeition. was like arghs. need read e stuppidd thingy abt e project. hmm.. looks like i m going to burn mid-night oil tonight. anyone is accompanying me chat tonight..? hahas. first cum first serve ar. keke. ate yoshinoya. kor treat me. den buy mac 4 mum's dinner. no newspaper 4 her. she's a little mad. budden i cannot blame if there is no newspaper. hmm.. den came home d project abt food. done alot. cannot send over. dunno wad 2 do. well. todae a person early morning say dun sms me cuz waste sms. spoiled my day. tot i made a person angriee. budden a person was not. wadeva. was always looking at a person todae. was like hmm.. he is realli. nort caring abt me. den nvm lar. as in friends lar. stuuppidd. close friends should know wad happened to each other. budden nbm lar. den saw jianhao eating in canteen after sch. hey i got mention u hor. hahas. i mean aiyah. hahas. nvm. miss chua cien. miss kaypo. hahas. i like ehr miss kaypo name. was crapping e whole morning todae. monday morning got problem le. hahas. ong cheng chneg sure call us go dentention 4 crapping ard. hahas. wadeva. i no go dentention b4. wanna try. hahas. bleahs. tuesdae me got to present infront of e whole sch a skit. was nervous. blahs. watched e bachelor juz now. romantic scences make me having illsions. hahas. wadeva. i m not despro. i wan studies first,wanna to not fail any of my subject this term. hahas.
ting xie= 89/100 <-saddening scores
maths=21/40 <-more saddening score
literature=64/100 english=25.5/40 <-my english is not gd. budden thinking y i so stupid lar. -.-"
chinese<-60/100 <-i left my last pg blank. hahas. wadeva. no time do lar.
next week. monday science + geography test. wish me luck.

.yEsTeRdAe.
hmm.. 8.30am go do dnt den eat with upper sec.den skipped alot of lessons. kasey maad lar. i skipped lesson 4 dnt she jealous ar.. hahas.. cuz she cannot mahs.. bleahs.. hahas.. no lar. actualli we ruined everything todae. hahas. den after sch. play abit soccer. den later lun pass me the guy next door book. overdue. he did not return was a little unhappi. budden i returned 4 him. paying fines 4 him. his sorry seems forced. budden nvm lar. its juz a wasted of time. sadddening. not angriee le larh. i wouldn;t dare actualli. was pissed off. aiyah.. nvm lar. he seem not caring abt it. his world like got no me this god-sis. blahs. wadeva. mood swings. den later after that pei kasey went c e c divison match .. soccer de.. lols. lost. 2-0.. blahs. hihs n juying. dunno lar. was damn nervous. break my hairband when jYians scored a goal. -.-" lame. i know. den kasey was like hmm.. hahas. sweet lar. with her yangyi~ den mw sit with stanley. talk.. take pictures. eat.. crap.. hahas. wadeva lar. enjoyed my day anyway. thanks 4 sending me home. yupp.. aiyah. its kinda late. its v.gentleman 4 him to send a ger home rite.. well. he is cute. hahas. aiyah. taken liao.. hahas. no lar.. kidding lar. he injured himself. hope he take care. idiotic. he go watch movie tonight. haha. wadeva. yangyi was injured too.. take care huh buddy. i reemebr i made him cry last time. hahas. was fooling ard den made his finger pain n den he cried. kicked leslie's teeth out. thats was me. rebellious. hahas. aiyah. small ma. xiao hai zi lehs. hahas. i mean. aiyah. nvm.. wadeva.. hahas. ending soon.

this sentence is from the book i do. i hab read finish. these love stories makes me hab lotsa of immpossible illsions. hmm.. hahas.. sweet n nice book. love it 4 life. its when adam told her that he likes her,affected by everything by her. hmm..

it's not juz my writting tht's affected by him - his playng is affected by me! The touch of his lips was so gentle, the kiss so sweet, i trembled.

.tOdAe.

2004-07-28T16:21:00.000+08:00

blahs. todae lesson as usual. lazy mr goh haben go mark my test paper. gonna fail this stuppidd graph. breaking my record of not failing this term. scare* no matter wad. i will juz try to encourage myself 4 tests. todae no stay back 4 dnt cuz no materials 2 do. tml dunno got go c stanley de match. i dun think he is hoping me to go. cuz he said they will lose. kaseyy wans a company. i will c how tml. c my mood bahs. cuz somethings happened recently n it turns out v.bad. i m afraid that i make things worse. todae kaseyy n boonn quarrelled. wadevar. i think kaseyy is right. coucillor scold wad cb.. -.-" wadeva. cry den win lar. hate people putting shows. go 4 e best actress award bahs. den do tongue twister wad doctor doctor de lar. funni craps. den i was like v.sleepy. not realli listening to lessons. budden i no slp. cuz i wanna o prove to myself i can do it~ den need find dunno wad e pictures 4 chinese. lame stuffs. team with kwaihoong. i'm hungry 4 knowledge. feel that i m v.stuppidd at times. dunno wads bothering me. wad is happening to me. wadeva. maybe i m juz stupid bahs. saw that someone again. in cateen in e clz n assembly. someone seems undisturbed. maybe someone is realli giving up e friendship bahs. told enx wad happened. summaised it. thx 4 listening. budden is u wan know de. -.-" hahas. tml will be a brand new day. saturdae got dnt contest, hope we wins. den got money take. blahs. hope lar. wish. i like to c somebody from afar. always hoping somebody is not noticing. likes to c somebody's smile. wadeva. i always look ard my surroundings. dun think y y huh~ kekes. now n then. i m single. me n kelvin wan be one nun one monk le. rites? hahas. hope u reading this. it seem i made alot of happening today. stuppod benjamin quek. disturbing. sickeningg lar. uncool kaes. humphs. kaes lar. ending soon. wan take a nap.

this sentence is from e book i do. i habben read finish. it seem never ending~ hahas.too many fairytales. making me thinking when is mine. too many things to desire. guys juz dun understand a woman's worth bahs

my head held agaist his chest. i cound feel his long fingers in my hair.i got goose bumps all over. dun let go,i tot .dunlet go.

.wAdeVa aTtiTuDe.

2004-07-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

bleahs.. i got a wadeva attitude now. i dun gib a damn if i dun wish 2 care. so . dun try me kaes. i dun like. sae le ar.. dun cum disiao me. hmm.. yesh. all i wan to say to these people. y people wan to wear a mask out? to put a show 4 everyone. to make me cry? nahs. i wun cry cuz of this. unlike u.. idiotic. wadeva. i dun care. i dun wish to bother too.. yups. be nice to me n i will be nice 2 u. kaes. yupps~ keke. say till as if i wan to fight like that. hahas.. no lar.. juz dun wish these things 2 happen to me. so many people choose me to attack.. fair ma... -.-" hahas.. todae morning i put this face -.-" on e paper.. dunno wad 2 write. wad best love. love here love there. ee.. mushy.. hahas.. todae ming chinn 4get she meeting me.. den call me go her house sit sit.. wah lau.. juz now call her.. her father like wan scold wan scold.. say find her 4 wad.. den blah blahs.. hahas.. scary.. den morning i always stomachache.. dunno y.. hahas.. den nth special lar.. got lessons as usual.. den stuupidd lorhs.. todae need present e dunno wad thing.. science.. den i act act i got prepare den give her e 7 colours.. R O Y GB IV hahas.. thats how i remember.. ROY is playing GB IV hahas.. stupiid la.. gb where got iV version.. aiya.. wadeva.. i dun gib a damn. as long as i remembers it. hope i ca pass my maths todae. wish me luck~ den hmm.. ya.. after sch de meet fatt go librbay den eat.. aiyo.. hey.. nowadays a gal n a guy go eat nthing special lohs. must be BGR ar.. n den i also dun wna go in a relationship now.. like no freedom lorhs. den n i dun wan so early lar.. no this kind of needs. an quan gan.. i wan this first... yupps.. hmm.. den later my mum cum pick me den we all go take 161 together lorhs.. nth special lar.. hahas.. yupps.. dun think so y lar.. straight abit lar.. my maths test finishe le i give a breath of relief. den now science test i got tense again.. arghs.. scare i fail den cannot go a gd clz.. den juz now heard some bad news again.. arghs.. den like i saw e person. den i looked at him.. n think of something.. den e person turned back.. i like v.scaer like that.. as if e person will hit me or wad.. den i turned back n walk fast fast away.. hahas.. madness right.. me.. den aiyah.. i dun gib a damn lar.. i knew nth will happened.. budden juz scare of e look given by e person's eyes. den ytd someone send somebody home. den i juz jokingly ask e somebody "a..ytd e someone send u home ar.." den she cry.. i mean maybe not cuz me lar.. budden e speech of the somebody n someone des not connect. at all.. i mean wadeva. den cuz i ask den cry. alot people ask. maybe i too like unhappi that time lar.. like me go crazy awhile. den i alrights le.. yupps.. my craziness will stop de lar.. den now is like wadeva~ no one told me. alot people knows it. idiotic. dun pu a show 4 people c can.. den always at fault 1 is me. den i wrong l0rhs. -.- madness. wadeva lar.. aiyah.. den heard my friend say got alot people dun like me.. my attittude or wadeva lar.. hey. i m like this at least i dun put show 4 people to c kaes. no reason dun like people.. arghs.. waseva.. i now i no do wrings to u can le.. yups.. aiyah.. wadeva.. i juz dun gib a damn.. real friends undersatnd me can le lar.. yupps.. den juz now heard got that he like her. den best blessings kaes.. n stuuppidd kasey i dun like him kaes. he got people he likes lar.. madness.. bleahs. i go be nun lar.. hahas.. si zilun.. also ask me this kind of question.. fan si ren le. humphs.. n si benson.. i onli eat less den 10 sweets from u todae.. arghs.. ur sweets v.nice de lorhs.. hahas.. stupidd cheewha.. say wad all his god-jie is pretty de.. implying i ugly de.. dun pei be his god-jie lorhs.. -.- i m alright with this.. ren sheng gong ji.. bleahs.. ok lar. i gtg le alrights. muacckss to someone reading my blog n my rubbish kaes.

this sentences is from e mariah carey. hero. v.nice. hahas.. i hope my hero will appear soon. not been e thrid-party or another stuppidd i love u forever thingy.. yuppss.. cuz too many cases happened. too many disapointment. too many saddenings. too many unbelievable stuff. yupps.. so.. dunno lar.. aiyah.. friends betta lar.. yupps.. keke..

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So When you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

.tOdAe.

2004-07-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

bleahs.. i was struck in toilet!! hahas.. wadeva.. waiting 4 mingchin 4 tissue paper ma.. v.pain lehs.. stomach.. wan faint ar.. hahas.. alrights le lar.. den later first lesson den mrs seah.. wah lau.. say my drawing v.ugly.. wadeva. di dun gib a damn. den todae got japanese food. eat takeyaki set. v.nice . hahas.. gonna eat more tml ~ blahs hahas.. todae ar.. guai ar me.. learn my graph. wish me luck! hahas.. i like to say "wish me luck" in a v.happi mood n tone. hahas. madness rite. hahas.. den juz now wan go study that time den one way to green. got a gal run toward us. "jie jie. got tissue ma..?" den i was like wondering wad happened? den she say her friend fell den bleed.. hahas.. we was like den run n help her. den i was like. arghs. i scare i make her wound or serious. i not bai yi tian shi lehs.. den i was like.. kasey c e sight of blood. she wan vomit le.. hahas.. den i first aid her.. clean her wound. hahas. den fatt n we all was like hlping to put back her bicycle.. den we like sua gu like that.. dunno how ma.. hahas.. den later e little gal say "xie xie ni men" den i got a sudden satifastion. sudden happiness.. hahas.. i mean its like money can;t buy de lorhs. hahas. wadeva. i juz felt happy~ hehes.. mad rite me.. hahas.. den later go study. thanks fatt ar.. i realli dunno wad e heck teacher talking. cuz i wasn;t paying attention also lar.. thinking of sumthings. that sadden me lotsa. feel like crying budden didn;t la.. kaseey say i shouldn't cry de.. she will juz giba slap to him n ask him f off.. hahas.. i know u say onli de lar.. u will mehs.. haahas. wadeva its it. i wun say it out. i juz wanna let the person know. wad hurts me e most is wad mem0eries got thash into e bin. hahas. emti0nal? juz feel like crying when that person msg me wadeva thingys. i was like some0ne wh0m when someone was not ther eto be there 4 that person. yup. feel like that i m a substition. budden i dun realli think much. disapointting. dun ask me who is it. i wun say. i wun tell. i saw that person in sch todae. dunno how 2 face that person. i juz walked away. i knew i would cry for the moment bah`` wadevar lar.. i wun wan my life miserable. yupps` den still got wad huh. wah lau.. i got accuse.. go pool play.. i never lorhs.. stupid.. i promise i didn;t even since i promised mum.. hate got accuse. feelin like scolding words budden i promise someone say cannot. say i onli can scold like stuppid n all.. blahs.. hahas.. ending le~ wish me luck tml!~

this sentence is from mariah carey'song. reflection (care enough). alot much deciated to the little ger i met earlier. i will care. even if u are a stranger. smiles ya~ n alos to someone hu i dun understand.

To give me up
Before you gave me life
Don't you even care
Just the slightest bit for me
Cause I really need to feel you cared
Even once upon a time for me
I need to believe, in my heart of hearts, you care for me
I need to understand
Why you left me there so helplessly

.bLeAhS.

2004-07-25T16:43:00.000+08:00
argh... i wanna slp~ hahas.. kaes. ytd thingy no update cuz i wanna slp. den no update my blog. i went to my sch harmony concert. its quite shirt actualli. budden cost 10 bucks. no air-con n all.. blahs. den at first sit with kwai hoong they all.. budden kasey wan with y.y. den i pei her, den sit with stanley and kasey. hahas. took alot of pictures also. hahas. mostly is me n kasey. hahas. madness rite. well i loved her ma~ den ytd somethings happened. den okie le lorhs. hahas. bless u 2 man. muuacckss~ den stanley wanted to send me home. budden sadly my kor kor bring me go ktv den canot lorhs. next time kaes. x) sweet tots by stanley loy. i appecticate it. den its like aiyah.. e concert is kinda of stupiidd lar.. budden i support my ming chin!!! hahas.. she is so cute man.. den kwaihoong is so prettyyyy!!! hahas.. hahas.. all my sistaz so pretty.. i so xing fu~ keke.. den later go ktv sing songs. i m broke. hahas.. actalli wan save money buy so clothes.. budden.. aiyah.. saddening case lar.. hahas.. den qiming kor got lorry. den we all take his lorry home. hahas.. aiyo.. e book i do i haben read finish lehs.. shit.. 04 august need go mall return le.. i kan chiong le.. hahas.. i read till abt 100++ pages le.. hahas.. okie lar.. ending my blog..

this sentence is from somewhere. dunno where. juz came across it~ v.touching lar.

i feel that i m losing u. the feeling is stronger n stronger. did i lose my love to someone better den me? its is that i m thinking too much? i wun wish to lose u. i wan u to be by my side. now n foreva...

.bLeAhS.

2004-07-22T21:27:00.000+08:00
hahas.. so long no blog. juz tired. studying my graphs 4 e test next week. cannot afford to fail any of my subjects.. trying hard. to keep promise to others. hoping to pass n go to a gd clz next yr.. yups. learned my ting xie. tests. although all 60++ budden i m gald i didn;t flung it. yup. x)

todae me was damn damn damn aggessive. cuz mrs tan was like.. arghs.. hate getting all e wrongs. hates taking e blame. hates being accuse. stuppidd.. wadeva thingy is me. wadevaa lar. as if i give a damn. budden i think i m overly aggessive. i m nort like those act guai or wadeva. be urself. i mean. dun becuz od something den dun be urself. wad is importance is ur inner beauty. it does'y realli matter if u are not as attractive as others. i like e way i m. though i knew alot people dun like it. as long as my true n good friends understand me i m glad. =] well.. dunno wad i m saying. as if i m an adult yeas~ hahas.

kaes kaes. i todae was a little disapointed with someone. though angry n frustrated. i did nort say it out. hahas. mr stanley loy. i m always with ya kaes. dun be sadden. people do make mistakes. me too.. i once kicked leslie's tooth out. hahas. mr fatt ge,min song,mushroom toey miah. i m grateful for ur teachings kaes. i will try to push myself all e way to end of year. motivate me more lar.. x) hahas. hmm.. kasey, hoong, chin. i love u darrlings 4eva~ i mean 4eva. hahas. we hugged each other todae. i know i m heavy~ hahas.. budden ming chin~ i dunno u r soooo strong.. hahas.. kasey kasey darrlingg~ how was e match. hahas. hope u hab fun. hoong went home straight. yups.

haha. down to todae~ nth muc.. gotten 2 subjects 3 results back. hahas. ci'en ar.. u put alot of areoplane le lehs.. hahas.. nbm lar.. u know u are busy lar. hahas.. no pe todae. arghs.. stuuppidd.. todae rain abit finalli can exercise.. den mr steven tan no cum.. idiot lar.. den study study study.. hey~ i wun pay clz fund 5 bucks kaes. its like i dun gib a damn. i juz giv 2 buck like 3 days ago? den window pane dun hab. key lost we pay. madness.. 5 bucks is v.big to me. one mac meal n 1 large fries. 2 chicken curry rice and drinks. n blahs. arghs. juz wun pay even i hab e money. c hu is more aggessive den. hahas. we play bride carry game in clz during mr steven tan's free period. den i was like damn heavy. sorrie darrlings.. i MUST go gym or running n blahs. i m fat. i m fat. i m fat, blahs. hahas. wadeva. den todae saw mdm woo take photos. den i was like also wa take den take with a guy hu say i was sweet.. hahas.. thanks 4 that nice compliment~ hahas. maybe he juz wanna to hong me. dun wan me to be too upset. budden i think i v.ugly n fat. bee bee porr porr.. hahas.. car sound. cross e road when there is cars. hahas. budden i was perfectly fine kaes. hahas. okokie. gonna end this soon.

hahas. hey hey guys. does u guys got kissed b4? den toes got curled or nt .. hahas. I dO books daisy jane tells adam thats~

Our grandfather told us that our grandmother knew he was e right one for her because when they smooched,her toes curled

.tOdAe.

2004-07-19T17:32:00.000+08:00
todae i saw a deaf gal. i promise i dunno she was deaf till i saw e ear thingy. den i was like no place to sit. she offer me to sit with her inside. i shy ma. den i say orh nvm. den later i saw e ear thingy. den i smiled at her. she smiled back at me sweetly~ den i was reading teenage magazine. she was looking at it. i let her look at smiled at her. den later she wan go down e bus den she waved and say bye bye. no voice. i was like. feeling v.heartwarming. wah.. if god is fair. den y got this cases..? pathetic.. hais.
todae is theng boon's birthdae. happi birthdae. den go captain cook. i drink mushroom soup onli. no eat e chicken n fish meal. its v.v.v.v.v.v.oily. yeaks. den tml cook noodles. hahas. den faster cum home gib my mum eat. hahas.. dunno she will happi ma~ dunno my cooking how ar.. hahas.. later eat le vomit.. kekes.. mr fatt ge ge.. hahas. i also wan work. u gd work no call me~ haas..aiyah.. stupidd kasey.. wah lauh.. u my darrling lehs~ denn bluff me.. i was like reali reali dunno wad 2 do lorhs.. hahas.. mr stanley~ i lurve ur bag so much man. hais. u got money buy 4 me den say. pay off ur bet first. =] den tml take bus to sch. so must early early wake up~ hhaas.. gtg le~ cya peeps

this sentence is from christina aguilera song. beautiful. it nice cuz everyone is beautiful in every single way. not always outside but inside. like wad i saw todae. keep telling urself u r beautiful 4 good. not 4 wad its outside. x)

I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes words can't bring me down

.bLeAhS.

2004-07-17T01:10:00.000+08:00
bLeaHs.. i m bOrEd!!~ hEhes.. wAdeVa.. kAsEy i m here wiTh ya. oLways kaes!~ sistaz roCks my life. i can;t leave without my darrlinggs de.. nth much special todae. one one thing but i =X hahas.. =] shuts! i cannot watch love actualli on my com cuz 4 dunno wadsoeva reasons lar. howevea. i m in 4 a post.

i read e book I do damn nice. this is e description of e guy inside. hahas. i like this type of guys 2. read on~ xP

His blond hair,still wet with perspiration,cured around the edge of his face and back of the neck. His lashes looked thick and golden agaisnt his green eyes. He had everything going for him,looks,brains,athletics talent..

.tOdAe.

2004-07-15T21:21:00.000+08:00
happi birthdae kwai hoong!! LuRbE u 4eveR!!~ muaackss~ hey hey.. i did muuack her toae with kasey one on left cheek one on rite cheek.. hehes.. xing fu rites.. hahas.. happi birthdae darrlingg!! next darllingg birthdae is on 20 ausgust.. hahas.. get ready to recieve our presentz kaes.. hahaas.. sistas rocks man.. okiess.. we went to kfc to eat.. thoughh i dun realli like kfc budden nbm.. cuz its her birthdae rite.. den ate chicken n blahs.. feeings that i m fat. hahas.. den later go take fotos.. hahas.. den my fone todae seems like abit spoil spoil.. cannot answer calls.. onli could sms.. wadever.. no money go repair lar.. hahas.. if onli i am rich.. hahas.. i wanna to travel ard lotsa n lotsa country next time... either with my sistaz or my husband (if i could find one) den i must no grow too fat.. cuz can try lotsa of design of clothes n eat n blahs bleahs bleahshhs.. hahas.. wadeva.. if onli i gort money.. sky drop some 4 me.. hahas.. den joke of todae issssss... abt mingchin n kasey.. TA DA!! hahas.. its was like we went to this bus-stop where there is my bus n kwaihoong bus.. den dun hab 119.. hhaha.. guess wad.. i talk 2 them den talk talk talk till missed 3 buses.. i tot they go den i go lorhs.. nbm de ma.. den 119 no cum after a couple of mintues.. den guess wad.. that bus-stop dun hab 119!! hahaass.. den i was laughing like hell.. hahas.. laugh off e century darrlinggs!!~ budden they also hab a cuteness n blurness through this.. hahas.. can c rite.. den juz now i called ming chin.. den she said they took wrong bus.. hahas.. be more careful next time kaes.. hahas.. gtg liao..

this sentence is from a tv series. The 'W' files said by Bai Su. So.. how many people had seen shooting stars..? i didn't.. i hope i would saw some.. wishing upon a star? i never did.. hahas.. maybe i should try someday! x)

every little stars on e sky represent everyone's wish n hopes.. when there is a shooting star seen. it means that one's wish is fufilled.

.tOdAe.

2004-07-13T23:56:00.000+08:00
todae i went to sch by bus. met ming chind en take 119 to compass change to 83.. hahas.. 5.30am hab 2 wake up le.. yups.. its rather early.. den go to sch den repeated a everyday study rountine. den later mr goh's lesson had made me felt v.unhappy. he likes seeing e faces of his students unhappy. stupuiid.. is this god teach u? he said it himself. hais. wadevea.. if onli we are some betta classes.. i returned some books todae. i re-borrowed the guy next door to read again. mad rite.. but i like e story. i wan to borrow Who Do u love? by the same author janet quin-harkin does anyone hab e book. dunch mind lending it 2 me.. ^^ den just done my homework.. lee kuan yew.. i onli aksed 2 question.. lazy to ask more... wadeva.. id un gib a damn abt it. tml gort literature test.. wish me luck!~ ^^ hope tml got more love stories that i could borrow. =]

this sentence is from e guy next door when amber had do something wring. she took e courage to apologise to rich. its v.touching.

Nothing in my whole life hurt me as much as knowing i'd hurt you. i knew i'd do anything in my power to make things right again.

.tOdAe.

2004-07-12T23:11:00.000+08:00
arghs. no one remind me of assembly todae kae. NO ONE! shoooooo wad lorhs.. i m so peiseh.. sing sponge box square pants.. wah lau.. gort sabo.. mrs mariah goh.. -.- hais.. hahas.. den i think since i alreadi up on e stage.. den make myself n audience fun n play along with them lorhs.. den i call them to clap 4 me.. den applause for meee.. hahas.. wadeva. dun remind me of it. hahas.. den e guy also.. y chose me out of so many people. arghs. tml sure gib mr goh suan le lar... wadeva. i like miss nasir's lesson. cool. fun. sweet. hahas.. den we listen to 98.7 fm in ur lessons. i dunch think other teachers will be as cool as her. yups.. todae went library budden no nice books. though i borrowed 2 books of batam . i dun think e storylines are as gd as my first love and the guy next door. gonna return them tml once n for all. ^^ cuz e storylines realli nort gd lorhs.. i mean. if its is as nice as the previous 2 books i read. i will sure borrowed it. yups.. =( saddening rites.. i lend e guy next door to mr zilun. hope he returns by 27 july so i wun get a fine out of it.. hees.. =] anyway. i juz think i m v.unlucky to borrowed some books that i can't read. cuz i dunch like. i wanna read something like my first love and the guy next door i can;t find informations from e internet. arghs.these 2 books is as if saying wad I was inside. budden other books is she/he using e name. as in like heand i was a couple. nort she and him was a couple. get wad i mean? if nort den nvm. cuz i dunno how 2 explain. some is abt this guy's thinkings.. this gal's thinking. i mean wadeva. i wan e story. nort e thinking. there is now wad prom trilogy n wad brothers trilogy. wad is e best is that both e authors callie west and elizabeth bernard onli written a book in e love story. -.-" hais.. stores didn;t sell these books. (i hope its wasn't expensive) n e national library is closed 4 e time being! wad e... nbm. all i will do it go compass n look 4 more of these books. i hab to go there to change bus anyway so i will be there. yups. so tml i will bring a heavy bag. or maybe return 2 by 2 or 3 by 3. c my mood. tml hab to take bus to sch. first time i took bus to new sch. i will met mingchin n wake this cute little gal up. x) den take bus together. yups. den tml hab to study abt lee kuan yew. do a reporter 4 him. do entertainment for english. wednesday need study 4 literature. and its kwai hoong cutie's birthdae! hopes that day cum soon. bleahs.

this sentence is frm e book the guy next door when rich winter first kissed amber stevens.

it left me breathless,my heart pounding

.tOdAe.

2004-07-11T23:10:00.000+08:00
i finished reading the guy next door!~

yeahs. maybe lending it to zilun or return to libraby. haha. i finsihed reading. now reading stolen kisses or how do i say. yeaps.

i do need u.

.tOdAe.

2004-07-11T00:27:00.000+08:00
thanks ben 4 e blog again i hab 2 say. a million *thanks* 4 ya kaes. cuz suddenly all dun hab.. den he helped my again.. hahas.. thanks wor. i apprecaited that~ hahas. went to ming xing's chalet. his birthdae. HAPPI BIRTHDAE!! hahas.. yups.. i bought hamster 4 ya. hope ya like it kaes. haas.. take good care of it. dun tell me it is dead cuz u shake it hor. i smack ya ar.. hahas.. den at first at chalet talk talk talk den go bbq.. gort junjie,carrie,jianhao,mingxing (of cuz),ken that grp.. den cpa janice they all lorhs.. den gort 4 kids. rachel daryl vannessa (kid) shawn. hahas.. all playing catching. they called he chong ah bu neh neh turtle. cuz he cannot catch them.. he rang them larhs.. hahas.. they had fun. me too. they hab so so much energy to play. i hab 2 abmit. i old liao le.. hahas.. wadever la.. den eat eat den play play.. ken n junjie most funni with e gatsy songs. n all wadever songs from ad one.. den i olways e one who is e lame one.. they teach bad stuffs to kid huh! wad go geylang.. -.- later they learn den u know hor. hahas. den i lame la. sing e f4 pei ni kan liu xing yu. hahas.. wadever, i dunch care. juz sing cuz we all juz hab fun. i dun care if its is ugly actions or wad. i juz sing lorhs.. hahas. thats how mad n crazy i m kaes. wif all e sweat i played wif those aborable n sweet kids. i like rachel n daryl most. cuz they hug n hug me. n ken they all make a stupid joke abt it. budden wadever. i juz lub kids. they are most innocent humans in e world with no bad intentions. childish. sweet. cute. hahas. den wan go home that time daryl was like wan to cry wan to cry. hug me to one side den i walk den he hug me back to e same place again. in e end we had to call janice to call my hp n act my mother n junjie as father n talked to him n rachel. hahas. so bad rites.. but i hab 2 go home. den later jianhao brought me home n to chalet. thanks. den i buy dinner 4 my mum n sis. i saw ang dao kor kor. hahas. small world yeahs. den go home pom pom le. den now writting my blog. i can't find those romance books on internet. its old books like 1995 published. hais. now reading "the guy next door" v.nice.. abt a new york gal moved to country-side to look after the grandpa. he met a guy hu she met when she was young. he put a frog in her back when he was young to tell her he like her. yup. i m gonna finish it. hope i could found some more some where. lols. so sian wor. i was like thinking y i read books now. i m reading books now!~ hahas. love actualli is v.unique. everyone has a different story to tell. different incident. different love. hahas. is it me? hahas. wadever. this is wad i think lar. i think u r laughing at wad i m writting now rite? hahas. aiyah. dunno lar. hahas. ok lar.. i gonna end.
this sentence is "the guy next door" book. when e rich first kissed amber. e feeling amber felt.

-it was like a glow warm that started at my lips and spread throughout my whole body,enclosing me in a beautiful pink bubble. i never wanted it to end.-

.tOdAe.

2004-07-09T19:38:00.000+08:00
wah.. todae boon n hoong came earlier den me.. haha.. almost a miracle la.. den i go take books den go study n blahs.. till miss shaika lesson den she call us do her homework or else no recess.. do finished den no time eat.. den i was realli v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v. hungry.. den chinese lesson got ting xie.. one or two dunno.. hais.. wasted effort la.. den start go run with kasey buy books.. she buy i accompany. den i go back clz den stomach v.pain.. den tot cum that one.. den go check den dun hab.. was v.v.v.v.v.pale.. den blackout on e way bac to e clz.. luckily gwen helped me back!~ thanks haha.. den slept awhile den was okie le.. abit feeble onli lorhs.. yups.. den miah miah.. hahaha.. imagine how much i missed ur laughter over these days~! hahas.. ps ar.. todae not feeling well.. so cannot play with u.. hahas.. i will one day.. kaes. den juz now talk n chay with shinnfatt.. hahas.. we tok cock lar.. hahas.. wadever.. den read the guy next day till wan finished le. hehes.. =] i m starting to lurbe jessica simpson's song.. hahas.. talented wor.
this sentence is e lyrics fro her album in the skin - angels

- I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places -

.tOdAe.

2004-07-09T00:07:00.000+08:00
hmm.. todae todae.. came sch early... den ming.boon.hoong.kasey came late.. den boon came crying.. cuzthey left her alone.. aiyoh.. den in e end alritee le la.. hahas.. den gort p.e. hurt my finger,skin peeled out.. play badminton. cut fats mahs.. hahas.. too fat liao le.. den later i ate curry chicken.. me n ming chin run now.. kiasu ma.. hahas.. we buy 4 all of them la.. den study study den finalli end of sch. den we walk ard e sch. kasey waiting 4 her yangyi. den ming.hoong me walk ard den go c e teachers' pics. kept saying mr jamil. hahas.. den alex liew cum n used his x70 and take a photo of mr jamil n wanna put on friendster. hahas.. luff off e century man. hhaa.. den kasey n yang yi walked to pick kasey's bro. den we go compass libraby c lee guang yao's books... hahas..den i borrowed 4 books.. i borrow library card from ronnie's friend.. so over e weekends i could read. all love stories actualli lar.. hahas. since when zelia is so sentimental? hahas..well.. wadever.. as long as i like it.. i read it lorhs.. simple n easy.. i must study hard n buck up man... so sian arhs... hahas.. de we ate fries.. stupid auntie dun gib me more tomato sauce... so kao gao.. bleahs.. hahas.. wadever.. aiyoh.. fatt ge ge ar.. i nort angry le lar.. hahas.. dun worry kaes... yeahs.. ok lar.. i go offline le. kinda late now. yups.
this sentence is final fantasy sentence bahs.. i lurbe this sentence much.

-wad we went through is juz a dream. memories tends to fade-

.tOdAe.

2004-07-04T03:09:00.000+08:00
hahas.. watched spiderman.. i lurbe e sorry.. i lurve mary-jane.. or wadever.. e leading female role.. she is damn beautiful.. if onli i can hab half of e beauty~ -.- hahas.. wadever lar.. den e spiderman is also v.heroic.. n erm.. e story is gd n funny too.. yup.. i went out with VANNESSA!!! hahas.. went shopping.. walking ard.. taking photos.. budden i think i sux in e foto while she rules.. hahas.. i hope she feels happi walking ard wif me cuz i dunno abt para para n den i might bored her to death.. hahas.. her last toe is hurt.. poor sweet gal.. hahas.. throw that stupid shoes away la.. =] den juz now at cinema gort this gal kicked my chair den i called her to stop kicking e chair nicely.. actualli wan shout "i pay 8.50 BUCKS n u paid 8.50 too.. i need a comfable chair 4 this movie.. pls be considerate.. cuz i think u r a well-mannered child. dun spoil e image of urself. THX" budden neber la.. cuz she stopped after that.. yups.. wan her to be in disgrace la.. aactualli.. yups.. i wan watch e notebook.. well.. nicholas sparks is such a talented writer.. if onli gort his brains 4 my english.. hahas.. den b4 e movie starts we went lan shop to play gb cuz gort 2 hrs i think.. to kill.. hahas.. spent quite alot .. i still thinking wad to wear on youth day.. oh my god.. such a headache.. hmm.. well.. i wouldn't care much bahs.. hoping to go mc's house to study.. n blahs.. i missed her~ haha.. n all of them too.. hahas.. this sentence is say by mary-jane when spiderman saved her.

-u love me. even u say u dun-

.tOdAe.

2004-07-02T22:55:00.000+08:00
hMmMm.. tOdAe wAs rAiNing dEn i wOre a jAcKet tO sChOoL.. dEn LaTa qUitE wArm dEn taKE oUT LenD tO kAseY.. hEr biRtdhAe tmL.. hAHas.. mInGcHiN!!! i LuRbE yA~ uR pReSeNt iS SsoOoOoSoOosoOSooOo nicE.. i jeALouS LiAo.. hEhEs.. sHe mAdE a nOtebOok wItH LotS oF sMaLL bRaCeLeT n wiRe sTufFiEs.. oH mY gOd.. iF iTs iS miNe iT wiLL bE e BEST PRESENT! bUddEn iTs noRt.. bUt nVm! i caN aSk hEr tO teAcH mOi~ *wiNks* kEkEkeS.. dEn LaTeR i iSoLaTe mYseLf.. i fEeL v.wEi dA cUZ i dUncH lIke siTtiNg alOnE.. bUdDen cUz kAsEy biRthdAe dEn i rAn heR Lahs.. v.kELiaN 1 leh.. nO 1 taLK 2 mE.. buDdEn nVm.. i dUncH reaLLi miNd LaHs.. hAo peNg yOu mA.. kA gAo sO mUChiE mehs.. hEHeS.. dEn LaTer rExEsS eAt hOkKieN meE.. dEn gO cLz dEn gO chEckiNg 4 eYeSigHt n bLaHs.. HAhas.. v.fUnNi Lorhs.. hAhas.. i 7tH taLLesT gaL wHiLe mC iS 3rD.. hAhas.. dEn wE kEpt disiAoiNg KASEY!!! hAhAs.. sHoOooOoo bAd oF uS~ =] dEn LaTer i taLk 2 jO-LyNnE aWhiLe dEn LaTer gO bAck clz.. dEn guEsS wAd.. kAsEy n bOoN qUarReL dEN bOTH cRy.. oVeR soMe reAsoNs La.. =x dEn LaTEr gO mC hOUsE dEn wE bUy nUgGeTs aT 4.90 buCkS dEn kAsey dUncH wAn eAt sO nO pAy.. dEn wE go bUy tIdBiTs.. dEn gO mC fEnG kUaNg dE cHi.. hAhAs.. i fAt Le!!!!!~ mY kOr aLsO sAe.. aRgHs! hAhas.. dEn LaTa hEaRd dReY oKiE Le.. hAhAs.. grEaT reLieF.. kEkeS.. dEn mE n mC taLK taLk taLk dEn miSsEd 6 bUSeS.. HAhAs.. mAd riTe.. dEN LaTEr sAw bRyAn (fRm nOrTh viStA) iNfROnt oF mE~ yEt i dUNno iTs wAs hIm.. dEn hE sMS mE iF iTs iS mE.. hAhaS.. i dUmB aT tiMes dE La.. =] dEn lAteR gO hOme dEN pOm pOm dEn gO mAKNA wiTh aH bEN n koR.. bEn tOoK shoOoOo loNg.. KoR piNnEd hiS hAir uP.. hAHAs.. i tiE mY fRinGe.. hHAa.. dEn wE go eAt dEn go jaLaN jALaN.. dEn wAlkeD hOMe.. dEn nOW aT hOMe lE.. eNd oF mY dAEeEEeeeEeeeeeeeEeeEE~ hEhEs.. n i fIniShEd rEadinG e bOoK mY fiRst LovE by 3 dAEs!!! cOngRAts mE.. e sEntEncEs iS wAd wRoTe iNsiDE.. =] niCE bOoK! LurVe tHiS sEntEnCE mUch!

- wHeN hiS iPs mEt miNe,i feLt a rUsH oF hApPiNeSs thaT toOk mY brEaTh aWaY. ItS wAs a kiss fiLLeD wiF pRoMisEs. And wiTh hoPe -

pOrTuagaL wOn.sChOoLiNg.tOdAe!

2004-07-01T14:33:00.000+08:00
pOrTugaL wOn.. hAhas.. tOnIte i tHiNK rEpUbliC wiLL wiN~ hAhas..

sChOoLiNg.. baCk 2 sCh.. hAhas.. sO siAn.. clAssrOom iS v.Big.. tRAnSport iS a BIG HEADACHE.. mEmOriEs r gOnE.. dIsTancE frOm a cLz tO a cLz.. hAis.. i miSs mY oLd sChOoL~ nEeD cLiMbEd 3 sToReY tO mY cLz lEhS.. wAh.. SiAn.. hmMMmMmMMmm.. tiRed~ mRs dOrEeN kOh wEnT oN a HoLidAe~ hAha.. neW bAby mA... i miSs hEr.. nOw cAme a tOoT tOoT tEacHeR.. hAhAs.. dUncH rEaLLi hAb e aTtEnTiOn fRm e cLz.. hAHas.. aiyAh.. nEw tEacHerS aLwAys LeT sTudEnT bUlLieD dE mA.. iTs a tRadiTioN!~ hEhEs..

tOdAe! HahAs.. dAmN fUnnI.. aLtHoUgh tOdAe sAt aLonE iN cLz cuZ wE 5 pEopLe dEn wE tAkE tUrNs siT aLonE.. dEn wE jOkeD aLoT La.. mOSt fUnny oNe iS i LiEd to tHeM beLL rAng dEn mR jAmiL wAs tHeRe cAtcHing LatE pEopLE hU nO gO bAck 2 cLz.. hAHas.. tHey aLLLLLLLLL beLieVE LeHs.. dEn v. fuNnI LorhS.. dEN i rAn uP e sTAiRs n dEn kePT LaUgH lIkE heLL.. dEn tHEy aLL hooT mE.. hAhaS.. aS iF mY fauLt.. hAhas.. tHEy nO liStEn tO beLL aLSo mA.. haHas.. dEn lAtEr wAe chAt aBt tmL gOiNg tO kAsEy'S biRtHdAe pArtY dEn caLL hOoNg bUy tIdbiTs.. dEn i fELt aBiT gUiLty cUz shE hAb tO cArry aLL sTufFieS tO sCh.. tHx HoOng~! dEn wE aLL pAy abT 2 bUcK eaCh.. i dUn wAnnA to sTay bAcK tmL cUz i wNA gO kAsey'S pArTy.. i dID mY pArt.. yuPs.. hAhAs.. sO siAn aRgHs~...mY bLoG v.fuNNi.. nO linKs sOmEmOrE.. hAis.. nO tiME La.. i GoiNg tO oRh oRh lE.. =] niTes.. gOd dAmn yOu.. (mY Mum sAY iS tHAnKS yOu)

-我可不可以不勇敢...-

eNglaNd LosT.miSsEd wiLd wiLd wEt.sCh rE-oPeNiNg.oUtiNg wiTh sEleNgE.

2004-06-26T15:47:00.000+08:00
arghs.. england lost.. arghs.. becks missed e pentaly.. n blahs.. i support england 1 lehs.. all cuz of my stupid mouth cuz i wan c pentaly ma.. haha.. nvm lArh... if my mouth so lihai den i god le lorhs.. =]
missed wild wild wet..heard nort nice de. i neber go lorhs.. cuz no gals go.. fucking sianz at home.. hais.. i m so unlucky to be a gal lorhs.. everythin also canot.. blahs..
sch re-opening.. arghs.. sian.. at punggol lehs.. hahas..hoping that my grades will upgrade lorhs.. haha... i miss my friends lotsa.. hahas..
outing with selenge n weiling.. hahas.. i hate to ambit that i lurve ur n missed her lotsa.. love u selenge.. i missed her.. we chat alot.. n english sux lar.. den join a dunno wad clan.. yups.. haha.. v.interesting 1.. 5 bucks lehs.. dun plae play.. kaes.. i was alittle late when i reach there.. 3.50pm.. i missed e train n bus ma.. haha.. dun blame wo arhs..den we go take photos.. sweet lorhs.. haha.. den we go chit-chat till v.long arhs.. hahas.. i was like. tiime runs realli fast.. den we bid gd-bye with a warmest hug.. kaes i missed her muchie.. heard her gradesnort bad.. gd luck 4 ya.. muackie.. =]
-is it u..? whom i m following ur footsteps.. whom flash true my mind..n whom heard my sorrows.. i hab been waiting 4 u..-

tOdAe wAtAsHi sO tiRed...

2004-06-18T20:56:00.000+08:00
hais.. holiday is sooo sian.. todae i 8.30am wake up le.. cuz kasey call me den tell me 2 go do project.. haha.. i forgetten abt it.. thankiews buddie.. den i wake up.. anyhow wear den go le.. den so sleepy.. realli realli sleepi.. lols.. nort enough slp ma. de to project case.. we did nort do anythin at all.. haha.. we played,we laughed,we smiled,we giggles,we gossiped.. weeeeeeeee~ missed each other.. haha..budden i think kasey miss her yang yi more den us.. haha. wtf.. haha.. he was thinking of hi n him n him.. haha.. den we played wif boon's jie de nail printing.. den we play lorhs.. so cute..i know how 2 make le.. haha.. clever hor.. den we go kovan take pics.. budden was like abit squeezy bahs.. den we like orange n lemon like tt lorh.. we squeeze!!! hahas.. cuz todae got ming chin ma.. thats y.. den we go kfc.. den gort this guy working at yoshinoya walk across e glass den i was like so happi mum is buying a esprit bag 4 me den i yeah to boon... he so bhb tot i yeahs to him.. lols.. bhb.. hees.. kasey's bag v.nice lorhs.. 9 bucks onli.. haha.. den i m gonna buy ittt~ however.. i m broke.. i lend boon 5 bucks n i paid 4 e prints.. arghs.. kasey no pay.. budden nvm la.. its alrite.. boon paid e most.. yups.. haha.. now i m broke.. must go take money from e bank.. yups.. arghs.. slept so long le.. still so sleepy.. haha. later gort hai you ming tian 2.. must watch.. its so nice lorhs.. wif so much sickness.. i m fortunate that i m alrites.. yups.. okies la.. i dun write liao.. =] laer gort euro.. n ytd england won.. haha.. yups.

-sometimes i hab to smile to cover wad is inside-

wEnT sAkAe.. sAw sOme fUnNi tHiNgys.. dAdDy~

2004-06-15T02:34:00.000+08:00
wEnT sAkue.. hAHa.. dEn quIte fun la.. haha.. den i ate quite alot.. haha.. den talk talk talk lorhs.. e best part of e whole eating process is me n my darling mei mei take funni pictures.. haha.. she is damn cute lorhs.. cute cute 1.. den we make alot stupid faces.. den take take take.. haha.. den i go toilet den saw some guys kept looking at me.. den i hack.. den go home den chi leong say he saw me eating sakae with him cousins.. den i was like ok.. icic.. haha.. yups.. den on e way back.. we take MRT den saw some funni thingys.. gort one guy in e train wan kiss his galfriend i think.. den his girlfriend dun wan.. den he attempt again n again.. den he succeed.. den make stupid thingys towars her lips.. in mrt leh.. aiyo.. den kor make some hissing noise.. haha.. den go green i saw this guy whom i dunno hu wave hands at me.. budden i hack care larhs.. i dunno ma.. den i go shop n save. den gort a little gal.. kept diaoing me 4 nth.. she kept following us den she diao me den run away.. diao me den run away.. haha.. den ah ben was like hidding in a corner.. den she run out he use backside block her way.. den she diao me again.. 4 nth.. also nort me.. den i angry liao.. i use my angry eys n look firecely at her.. she nort scare.. still diao me den run away n never cum back.. i think she scare liao la.. haha.. daddy use cane and hit me 4 nth.. den i cry cuz one of e cane hitted on me e impat is great.. den later he cook noodles 4 me.. haha.. den i 4give him liao.. haha.. italy agaisnt denmark. draw lehs.. papa win money.. budden qiming korkor lost.. lols.. den i play kok feng kor kor's hp de tetris.. den top 3 scorer is me.. hehes.. end of my day

wEnT tAmPinEs maLL.. eUrO cUp'o4 !

2004-06-12T23:52:00.000+08:00
juz now go tampines mall e toy of us wan c e C-watch den can say out time one.. haha.. cute hor? last time used 2 hab one.. dunno throw where le.. nvm la.. haha.. was thinking when mr goh's lesson start den e C-watch say out time loud loud den end den C-watch say out time loud loud.. haha.. disiao him ma..den i so late den wake up.. 4++.. den go meet ah ben with my kor.. den go walk walk at tp.. yup... den was damn hungry.. haha.. neber eat ma.. on diet.. den they still go play e manjiong den go eat.. -.- den go ntuc fairprice chiong.. 20 bucks voucher ma.. haha.. buy lotsa tidbits.. tonight euro o4 dunno hu win.. haha.. must watch ma.. yups.. so excited.. okok.. now go watch liao..

i M a pUre anGeL! romAntiC oNe~ n mOoD!

2004-06-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

fiRst oNe..

2004-06-10T17:43:00.000+08:00
first entry.. yup.
lol.. hmm.. went movies,went dexus,quarrel bewteen him,quarrel bewteen him again,new cartoon,stan's chalet,new sch.

wee weee... i went movies with qiming kor kor,my kor kor,ben kor kor,huiming kor kor. den wan watch tui ran fa cai.. budden onli got mid-night 2.45am de movies tickets den me ah ben n huiming watch happy potter.. its damn nice show loh.. haa.. twist n turn so much.. den go back.. at this idiotic guy who called 6 in e morning to disturb to.. haha.. we all disturb him back.. wee wee.. =]

went dexus these 2 days den i think people do change over e years. as time goes by ba.. yah.. den its like realli different loh.. e onli thing not different is ms goh's love.. yups.. den we chiong gb at night.. haha..

quarrel bewteen him. if he dun trust me i got nth 2 say loh.. as in we so close together. we chat we talk abt everything in e world yet he angry me cuz dunno which bitch or bastard say me n stan together. that person sux to e core. yeah babe! sux. hais.. now we 2 is ok le lar.. budden i might nort realli trust him to all.. perphaps its need time bahs. hope nth happens.

quarrel bewteen him again. surprise surprise. finally i realli get mad! haha.. budden its like i hab been toerlating him 4 very very very very long le loh. wtf man. reply late abt also kanna scold.. u tot wad? i ur who? i nort father mother give birth de huh? haha.. wtf man. so stop ur rubbish cuz i m not ur rubbish collecter. u tot wad? go find ur ****** la. say so much.. hahahahahha.. i finalli said wad i wanted to say.. hao ren zhen nan zhuo. =]

new cartoon. haha.. i bought 2.. 1 is e magic 1.. tranformation i think.. daamn sweet.. e animation is nice n e story twisted n turn too.. naturo is e second 1.. n den v.nice loh.. haha... i juz watch 3 disc juz now.. haha.. yups.. magic.. ren ze!

stan's chalet. i dunno how its was messed up at first budden its realli makes me puke cuz of her. budden i now not angry le.. i not so xiao qi de.. mind u. i n stan is as pure as water. not like u this polluted person. u noe urself. actting as if an angel. i like being myself n y nort u? wearing a fake mask is not nice rite? ain't it difficult to wear a stupid mask to be a person. be ur self. now yangyi dunno angry kasey ma.. kasey bills 190++ bucks.. kanna confitcasted.. aiyoh.. love hurts n sweet. lols.. can someone show me e meaning of love? huh? budden in e end i won 14++ bucks.. quite happi la.. hee hees..

new sch.. aiyohh.. damn far far away.. take 2 buses home.. so far.. so sian.. class room so big. next time wan copy also hard.. hehe.. =]

[*.LoSt.iN.yOu.* ]

change blog

.tOdAe.

i felt

new blogskin! hees.

blahs!

i felt

hmm

hmm..

asd

.bLeAhS.

new blogskin

kWoN sAnG-wOo. mY dReAmgUy! hAas

i fiNaLLi wEnt jOgGinG!!

kisses on my faces!

fcUkiNg dAy mAn!

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.yeStErdAe + tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.wAdeVa aTtiTuDe.

.tOdAe.

.bLeAhS.

.bLeAhS.

.tOdAe.

.bLeAhS.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

.tOdAe.

pOrTuagaL wOn.sChOoLiNg.tOdAe!

eNglaNd LosT.miSsEd wiLd wiLd wEt.sCh rE-oPeNiNg.oUtiNg wiTh sEleNgE.

tOdAe wAtAsHi sO tiRed...

wEnT sAkAe.. sAw sOme fUnNi tHiNgys.. dAdDy~

wEnT tAmPinEs maLL.. eUrO cUp'o4 !

i M a pUre anGeL! romAntiC oNe~ n mOoD!

fiRst oNe..

[.LoSt.iN.yOu. ]